Chrm...
Weeks and weeks without an entry, and now I'm spamming your f-lists.
Sorry... ;D
Today I started playing Assassin's Creed. Got the first part from a friend and decided to play it before dealing with the second one. Guess it's better to do so, since there's reference to the first one...
I'm still having problems with the controlling, but I hope that'll get better soon. It's been a while since I played games on computers. Having a controller is quite another thing.
Hah.. this evening should've been a nice one, bbq with the Latin-group in a little kind of park near Kristin's home.
All was fine.. until the twilight came.
Yes, I am deadly afraid of those damn fuckin oh my god I hate you so much cockchafers (Mai- bzw Junikäfer).
And yes I thought the hard part was over since the night at the Völkerschlachtsdenkmal when there were pretty much.
But today... holy shit, I never saw this many of them.
Never.
And I know that this is bullshit but it seemed they'd been chasing only me.
The last times I've been running from them and yeah, sometimes I screamed, too.
But.. oh fack, today I thought I was dying. Literally.
I screamed and cried and ran from them.
Guess I had a fit.
I couldn't breathe properly and started choking.
And I screamed, screamed, screamed.
I donnu how long it took my friends to realize, that my begging for "Help, help HEEELP" was real.
Seemed like forever... maybe it was an hour? I donnu.
I'm sorry when I creeped you out, but it never was that hard to deal with it.
Those fuckers don't realize that we are human, they think we're trees. Oh well, I don't care. I don't want to see them, to hear them and holy shit not to feel them.
I really fuckin thought I was going to die.
Donnu if this fit was caused by my current psychological instability, but the ugliest thing was, that no one came to help me.
Yes, the last time I scolded one of them, because he was laughing and I thought he meant it in a bad way, but holy fack I was screaming for help like someone who's about to be assassinated and still nobody seemed to care.
Until I "please, please, please"d and finally Anna and Sophie came.
Fack.
I'm sorry if I scared you or anything, but the next time, pls hold me and put me to the ground.. it would be okay to even tackle me down.
But I don't want to run around like the insane bastard I was tonight feeling as if everything's going to end.
Shit. I mean it. Holy shit.
I needed like another hour to calm down completely.
Thomas said I must have lost like hundreds of calories... haha I could think of quite a better way to do sports.
Bah.
I don't want to experience that again. Never ever again.
Well that's pretty it.
Just a question: Is there anything out there that makes you act like someone completely nuts?
Like spiders, buttons, squares... or something?
I hope I'm not the only one that gets this... whatever.
Sorry... ;D
Today I started playing Assassin's Creed. Got the first part from a friend and decided to play it before dealing with the second one. Guess it's better to do so, since there's reference to the first one...
I'm still having problems with the controlling, but I hope that'll get better soon. It's been a while since I played games on computers. Having a controller is quite another thing.
Hah.. this evening should've been a nice one, bbq with the Latin-group in a little kind of park near Kristin's home.
All was fine.. until the twilight came.
Yes, I am deadly afraid of those damn fuckin oh my god I hate you so much cockchafers (Mai- bzw Junikäfer).
And yes I thought the hard part was over since the night at the Völkerschlachtsdenkmal when there were pretty much.
But today... holy shit, I never saw this many of them.
Never.
And I know that this is bullshit but it seemed they'd been chasing only me.
The last times I've been running from them and yeah, sometimes I screamed, too.
But.. oh fack, today I thought I was dying. Literally.
I screamed and cried and ran from them.
Guess I had a fit.
I couldn't breathe properly and started choking.
And I screamed, screamed, screamed.
I donnu how long it took my friends to realize, that my begging for "Help, help HEEELP" was real.
Seemed like forever... maybe it was an hour? I donnu.
I'm sorry when I creeped you out, but it never was that hard to deal with it.
Those fuckers don't realize that we are human, they think we're trees. Oh well, I don't care. I don't want to see them, to hear them and holy shit not to feel them.
I really fuckin thought I was going to die.
Donnu if this fit was caused by my current psychological instability, but the ugliest thing was, that no one came to help me.
Yes, the last time I scolded one of them, because he was laughing and I thought he meant it in a bad way, but holy fack I was screaming for help like someone who's about to be assassinated and still nobody seemed to care.
Until I "please, please, please"d and finally Anna and Sophie came.
Fack.
I'm sorry if I scared you or anything, but the next time, pls hold me and put me to the ground.. it would be okay to even tackle me down.
But I don't want to run around like the insane bastard I was tonight feeling as if everything's going to end.
Shit. I mean it. Holy shit.
I needed like another hour to calm down completely.
Thomas said I must have lost like hundreds of calories... haha I could think of quite a better way to do sports.
Bah.
I don't want to experience that again. Never ever again.
Well that's pretty it.
Just a question: Is there anything out there that makes you act like someone completely nuts?
Like spiders, buttons, squares... or something?
I hope I'm not the only one that gets this... whatever.