Caught in between
Looking outside the window, I see the world constantly changing, but what's going on... I don't know. There's no knowing, only observing...
Sometimes, it's like the day is turning into night, only to be caught in between, in the twilight world... In this state between waking and sleeping, how to tell what's real and what not?
The fog is so thick, I can't the see the sun anymore. How long has it been this way? Time, lots of time, must've passed, logic tells me so, but the truth is... I've lost all sense of time. Around me, time is standing still, and I'm waiting...
Patience... patience I never had, and at times, sitting and waiting becomes unbearable... But I also know that rushing in seldom brings any good...
My decision to remain here must seem selfish and cowardly to some, but I won't repeat the mistakes I've made, never again... I promised myself to never leave her side again... When the world is coming to an end, holding on to your promises is more important than ever, even if it means neglecting your other values.