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I miss Ian. It's not like I haven't seen him or anything--I saw him just last night--but there was no connection. He was too full of hurt. I'm not going to spend any more time complaining about it because I have, a lot, but... I dunno, I was just kind of overwhelmed with a sense of mmmr, needyou. Faugh.
Comfortingly, though, I have amazing friends. I got to spend a good deal of time chatting and hanging out with them the past couple of days (which is good; otherwise I probably would have been stewing over the crippled boyfriend) so that made me happy. Loving people who love me makes me happy, you know?
but mmm I want a REAL HUG right now. A great enfolding breathe-in-your-breath, love-you-forever, never-let-go deal. It's all about the moments but they're all too fleeting and I don't like it very much.
also, where is my Rosemary? I miss her too. This is ridiculous because I'm not even gone.
Comfortingly, though, I have amazing friends. I got to spend a good deal of time chatting and hanging out with them the past couple of days (which is good; otherwise I probably would have been stewing over the crippled boyfriend) so that made me happy. Loving people who love me makes me happy, you know?
but mmm I want a REAL HUG right now. A great enfolding breathe-in-your-breath, love-you-forever, never-let-go deal. It's all about the moments but they're all too fleeting and I don't like it very much.
also, where is my Rosemary? I miss her too. This is ridiculous because I'm not even gone.