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wheeeeee
parents=not good relationship right now
friends=haven't spoken to them enough/probably justified in being angry at me
school=no time to look into, havent-including scholarships
i really miss all of you and im especially sorry to jasmine-who is not here nowish
and carlos because he is amazing and i suck (i dont care what you say)
and brandon for being sane in that conversation and me not being able to be
and jon because i miss you and the one time you were close i didnt see you
and thomas because of that horrible thing i once said
and brian because of the time you were in r-boro and i didnt call
and robert because your birthday was "alright" and it should have been "spectacularly amazing" and somehow i am going to make it up i think...i hope
and will cuz i have been acting funny and it isnt the best time to get to know me
and l-wood because i dont talk to you enough
and jess cuz i hooked you up with...and. then.. yea im really sorry
and alexandra because you have to sit here and deal with me 24/7 and i hope you can understand that im just sick of living my "blessed" life because i really do have everything and i should be so grateful
and trevor...well, same reason
and i have some things i can say, but alas, im going to be an RLA and I should probably keep them in
eh changed my mind, i dont care
im tired of everything i think. im ready to go to school and relax. is that possible? and i dont want to end on a bad note, but i dont think it is wise to keep a lj for now. for me. sorry guys,
good bye-(random song lyric)
-jake
parents=not good relationship right now
friends=haven't spoken to them enough/probably justified in being angry at me
school=no time to look into, havent-including scholarships
i really miss all of you and im especially sorry to jasmine-who is not here nowish
and carlos because he is amazing and i suck (i dont care what you say)
and brandon for being sane in that conversation and me not being able to be
and jon because i miss you and the one time you were close i didnt see you
and thomas because of that horrible thing i once said
and brian because of the time you were in r-boro and i didnt call
and robert because your birthday was "alright" and it should have been "spectacularly amazing" and somehow i am going to make it up i think...i hope
and will cuz i have been acting funny and it isnt the best time to get to know me
and l-wood because i dont talk to you enough
and jess cuz i hooked you up with...and. then.. yea im really sorry
and alexandra because you have to sit here and deal with me 24/7 and i hope you can understand that im just sick of living my "blessed" life because i really do have everything and i should be so grateful
and trevor...well, same reason
and i have some things i can say, but alas, im going to be an RLA and I should probably keep them in
eh changed my mind, i dont care
im tired of everything i think. im ready to go to school and relax. is that possible? and i dont want to end on a bad note, but i dont think it is wise to keep a lj for now. for me. sorry guys,
good bye-(random song lyric)
-jake