Hurtful words that can break bones...
Sheryl, I do apologize about yesterday. I wasn't myself yesterday. It was my first day back, and instead of coming home to a welcoming family with open arms...I come home to a fistful of problems and dissapointment directed completely at me. I have never felt this low before Sheryl...and over the phone...I fear I may have made it sound as if I don't care about you. Oh my love, I do care about you, ever so much. To be honest, you're the only thing that's keeping me...healthy. You know how problems and worries can make you sick to your stomach? Well, with everything that is going on right now...my "Pill of choice" is you, Sheryl. Talking to you yesterday made me so happy...hearing your voice...listening to your laugh. You took me away from this dissapointment troubles. Regardless if it was only for a few minutes...it was amazing my angel. I love you more then I ever loved anyone before...because you do care about me. Why else would you call outta the blue like that...or just stare at me when we drive around? I now know the truth...and the truth is you do love me. Now you must know the truth...and that is I love you. Again, if I did make it sound like I don't care...I apologize. I haven't lost any of my feelings towards you...i'm just losing my mind being confined in this place of no motivation. My only motivation is you. You are my everything. I love you.