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I feel an aboslute mess, and well look an absolute mess. But one will not dwell on thoughts, and reasonings, or guilt, or loneliness, because the Pandora box must remain sealed.
Instead, I choose denial. Always has been a great friend of mine. And I wonder why adults were always so competent at lying. Look, im becoming quite good at it!
Anyway.
In other news, I am really wanting to watch a movie. I haven't felt like wanting to watch a movie this badly, since forever really. I am avoiding all drama, all romantic shit, all thrillers, and horrors, must I say more.
This movie: http://au.rottentomatoes.com/m/eat_drink_man_woman/ - I need to watch it.
And in other other news.
General surgery is the most boring thing in the freaking world. I am officially sending special farewell to my career in this type of surgery. I made my first cut into a man's abdomen last week. It was fat, and thick, and the smell of burning flesh at the tip of the diathermy pen was actually rather exciting. I also didn't kill him, so bonus "Yay".
Anyway, a rather pathetic attempt at procastinating. Hope everyone is ahving a good day.
B.
Instead, I choose denial. Always has been a great friend of mine. And I wonder why adults were always so competent at lying. Look, im becoming quite good at it!
Anyway.
In other news, I am really wanting to watch a movie. I haven't felt like wanting to watch a movie this badly, since forever really. I am avoiding all drama, all romantic shit, all thrillers, and horrors, must I say more.
This movie: http://au.rottentomatoes.com/m/eat_drink_man_woman/ - I need to watch it.
And in other other news.
General surgery is the most boring thing in the freaking world. I am officially sending special farewell to my career in this type of surgery. I made my first cut into a man's abdomen last week. It was fat, and thick, and the smell of burning flesh at the tip of the diathermy pen was actually rather exciting. I also didn't kill him, so bonus "Yay".
Anyway, a rather pathetic attempt at procastinating. Hope everyone is ahving a good day.
B.