it's just like we were meant to be..
So i havent had the time nor felt the need to write in here since everything has been going pretty smoothly, but some days i just feel like so much is missing from me that i cant even begin to explain what it is that i want.
i feel like everyone's changing while im just taking the backseat and watching as the world swirls uncontrollably around me.
Maybe it's me that's changing ,which is usually what happens when lapses such as these occur; the fact that i have nothing specific to change/morph into is freaking me out. new/separate group of friends are part of what i need and mean by saying this..im bored of routine and the fact that everything is always so predictably and lacking the substance that i so desperately seek. i feel like i cant count on anyone anymore, either except the select few whom ive always counted on, but even then things become subjective.
my life needs to fall into some sort of meaningful perspective so i can stop questioning things so much.
maybe a boy needs to be added into the equation, but the fact that no1 i meet interests me adds on to my stress.
bleh.
kay, im done ranting.
i feel like everyone's changing while im just taking the backseat and watching as the world swirls uncontrollably around me.
Maybe it's me that's changing ,which is usually what happens when lapses such as these occur; the fact that i have nothing specific to change/morph into is freaking me out. new/separate group of friends are part of what i need and mean by saying this..im bored of routine and the fact that everything is always so predictably and lacking the substance that i so desperately seek. i feel like i cant count on anyone anymore, either except the select few whom ive always counted on, but even then things become subjective.
my life needs to fall into some sort of meaningful perspective so i can stop questioning things so much.
maybe a boy needs to be added into the equation, but the fact that no1 i meet interests me adds on to my stress.
bleh.
kay, im done ranting.