Nov 03, 2004 20:51
this was by far one of the worst days of my life. i had a feeling since i woke up this morning that i was going to have a bad day. the school was just really boring. then i had to work pmms was fine and then when i went to woodland, this girl brittni said that she had a bad day and i forgot that the day before i had promised her that she would have a good day and she said that i was wrong and she had a horrible day starting off with her hamster died. so now shes mad at me.
i had sylvans next. joe wasnt there so i was stuck with someone boring. ugh that sucked but i only did like 2 things so w/e
i got home...THIS WAS THE WORST. well actually i went to my grandmas hosue first and they were just crying and i was like whats wrong. turns out my baby cousin (actually 2nd) died. and it really sucks he was born about a week ago weighed only 1 lb. im surprised he lived this long and he died weighing 3 lbs. they are having a special funeral type thing tomorrow i cant really explain it.
THEN I GOT HOME....i was eating dinner when i hear the phone ring. i run to get the phone like usual and my cousin erin is on the phone freaking out telling me to call 911. i asked what happened and turns out she caught her leg on fire (please dont laugh ill tell the whole story)...so i get off call 911 blah blah...
heres the story behind it...
she was born and has ALWAYS had problems going on whether it be her or her sister shelly. (which is missing by the way) she has diabetes shes dislexic (sp?) and she has tons of problems having to do with her heart and her leg. it started in her toe and has moved all the way up her leg. shes either been in a cast or a wheelchair all her life. she has no friends at school NOT ONE. people make fun of her and push her down and laughing knowing she cant get up. it makes me want to have no friends too. thats just to make it short.
her mom called telling me and my mom that she was doing it on purpose trying to commit suicide but got really scared so she called me. her parents werent home at the time they came home today fiding out she was in the hospital. so now im knowing that one of my best friends and my favorite cousin is now going into a mental institution and the doctors say she isnt going to have a much longer life. they are giving her a personal tutor and taking her out of school.
i cant write anymore. i am soooo depressed.