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he told me he loves me.
i cried.
then i said it back.
i guess im just scared. ive heard it twice before but both boys were fucking nuts and hurt me. i dont think hes going to hurt me. i mean weve never really fought before. we get along better than any other couple i know. he treats me like a princess. and hes the most genuine guy ive ever met.... hes the most perfect, handsome boy ive ever set my eyes on. but he still could hurt me. and it is going to hurt me when he goes back in a few months. i know i say were not thinking about that and things will be fine but i cant help to think that june is so soon. cause it is. especially when ive fallen head over heals for him. and i really do love him. with all my heart. ive never been so happy. hes really brought out the best in me. im scared shitless though. its win and lose. this boy does have my heart. and im positive about that.
i cried.
then i said it back.
i guess im just scared. ive heard it twice before but both boys were fucking nuts and hurt me. i dont think hes going to hurt me. i mean weve never really fought before. we get along better than any other couple i know. he treats me like a princess. and hes the most genuine guy ive ever met.... hes the most perfect, handsome boy ive ever set my eyes on. but he still could hurt me. and it is going to hurt me when he goes back in a few months. i know i say were not thinking about that and things will be fine but i cant help to think that june is so soon. cause it is. especially when ive fallen head over heals for him. and i really do love him. with all my heart. ive never been so happy. hes really brought out the best in me. im scared shitless though. its win and lose. this boy does have my heart. and im positive about that.