and when I dream
Two years ago I was fixated on not purging for the sake of other people. I went 100 days without purging only to be greeted with lukewarm approval and the reminder that the friendship would never return. The reminder was not immediate. Just slow and brutal anticipation. I believe that brought about a more severe relapse than anyone really could have imagined. Not only did I relapse, the "others" showed complete indifference to my feelings regarding bringing the rebound girlfriend of my ex into a group that was supposed to be my support system. I think about the things I've done to try to justify it-the more I internalize it, the more disdain I feel towards the "others." It's taken over my life...my professional and personal life has been greatly affected to the point where I may have to reevaluate my direction in life completely. Bitches.
Wastebasket Brother
Someone put their baby brother
Under this basket-
The question is exactly why,
But I'm not going to ask it.
But someone, I ain't sayin' who,
Has got a guilty face,
Ashamed for lettin' such a lovely brother
Go to waste.
Wastebasket Brother
Someone put their baby brother
Under this basket-
The question is exactly why,
But I'm not going to ask it.
But someone, I ain't sayin' who,
Has got a guilty face,
Ashamed for lettin' such a lovely brother
Go to waste.