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tonight was fun
my throat hurts really bad
and my feet are probably frostbitten
but it was all worth it
besides the whole nathan thing
but oh well.
anyways,
dear people with cars that live by me,
let's hang out. soon.
emily.
oh yeah and i have finally figured out what i want in a guy
because basically if i "dated" any other guy he'd probably think i was clingy and crazy and leave me
so.
he has to be overdependent, and he has to have a lot of issues. like i mean rape or abuse or something, not like "O NOEZ MY MOM YELLED AT ME I'M GOING TO RUN AWAY" bullshit. and he has to need a lot of comfort. also he has to be really whiney so we always have something to talk about.
but also he has to be into not really "dating" but more like seeing each other a lot and caring about each other. and he can't call me and expect to talk for like 9 hours everyday. but he has to call me a lot and tell me about his day. and we have to see each other a lot. he can't be really tall, and he has to listen to good music (either thrash, hardcore, power violence or grind and i don't really care what else he listens to after that) and read books. and he has to be pretty intelligent, like enough to hold an intelligent conversation. and i don't really care if he's all that attractive, he just has to be attractive to me. umm what else. oh and he can't be afraid to cry around me, or be close to me around his friends.
so i'm pretty much thinking i either need to have a child, or become a lesbian.
oh well, i'm not that worried about dating anyways. i'm going to try to sleep off 3 cups of coffee now. what a pussy! hahaha latuhhh
my throat hurts really bad
and my feet are probably frostbitten
but it was all worth it
besides the whole nathan thing
but oh well.
anyways,
dear people with cars that live by me,
let's hang out. soon.
emily.
oh yeah and i have finally figured out what i want in a guy
because basically if i "dated" any other guy he'd probably think i was clingy and crazy and leave me
so.
he has to be overdependent, and he has to have a lot of issues. like i mean rape or abuse or something, not like "O NOEZ MY MOM YELLED AT ME I'M GOING TO RUN AWAY" bullshit. and he has to need a lot of comfort. also he has to be really whiney so we always have something to talk about.
but also he has to be into not really "dating" but more like seeing each other a lot and caring about each other. and he can't call me and expect to talk for like 9 hours everyday. but he has to call me a lot and tell me about his day. and we have to see each other a lot. he can't be really tall, and he has to listen to good music (either thrash, hardcore, power violence or grind and i don't really care what else he listens to after that) and read books. and he has to be pretty intelligent, like enough to hold an intelligent conversation. and i don't really care if he's all that attractive, he just has to be attractive to me. umm what else. oh and he can't be afraid to cry around me, or be close to me around his friends.
so i'm pretty much thinking i either need to have a child, or become a lesbian.
oh well, i'm not that worried about dating anyways. i'm going to try to sleep off 3 cups of coffee now. what a pussy! hahaha latuhhh