Feb 09, 2007 10:25
Unfortunately, yes, I am still alive.
It sucks that we're sophomores right now. I look back at the past year and a half and start thinking, "what the fuck did I do for the past 3 semesters?" I didnt learn jack shit in class... I didnt learn anything in college except for the art of waking up the next day and getting to class despite the ridiculous hangover and being able to bullshit my way through discussion sessions on fridays. Aside from that, I just learned how to drink and party down the row. Now that Im living in the house next year, Im so fucking screwed.
Another shitty thing about being a sophomore is the fact that internships are a must. Ive been going through career fairs, trying to look for any company that will give me that opportunity to learn something about what I could possibly do for the rest of my life. It sucks that I have to REALLY start planning about what Im going to do with a business major when being an accountant has so much more perks and privileges. The opportunities are endless in accounting... that's why Im being a dumbass and switching. Yes, Ill be in the same major as him again. Thank goodness he's a semester ahead of me in the classes so I get all his stuff. This is why Im dating him. Im kidding.
Im stressing. I dont know what to do with my life when I feel like the whole world does. Im trying to create a path for me to take that will let me retire by the time Im 45. I have been exploring different fields and companies have been calling me to interview. But is this really what I want to do? I dont know. It sucks how we have to make these decisions so early on in life when I feel like I just had my 13th birthday.
Im really stressed. I hate being 19. We're too young to decide.
That's what I think.