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I'm tired of being a fucking convenience. I'm tired of being so nice when people don't deserve it.
I have always done anything for my friends. My mother used to tell me when I was a kid, "I don't know why you turn yourself in for things they did. They wouldn't do that for you. Just rely on yourself."
I used to look at that as cold. I used to think she didn't know what she was talking about, because my friends were my "family". Yeah. The majority of my friends then, and now, wouldn't do half the shit for me that I would do for them. And I'm tired of it.
I'm tired of being a fucking pushover. NO MORE.
I'd rather have no fucking friends than friends that treat me like shit once something better comes along.
No thank you.
i still hope the best for everyone, still believe that they are good people SOMEWHERE in them (even though NO one ever gets to see it), but I am done for a while. I'm done taking care of everyone else, worrying about them, being there for them when they fuck up, EVERYTHING. I'm done. I'm too fucking nice with this shit. Sorry, but handle your own shit from now on.
ANYONE.
I am not a person to befriend anytime soon. I'm pissed :(
I have always done anything for my friends. My mother used to tell me when I was a kid, "I don't know why you turn yourself in for things they did. They wouldn't do that for you. Just rely on yourself."
I used to look at that as cold. I used to think she didn't know what she was talking about, because my friends were my "family". Yeah. The majority of my friends then, and now, wouldn't do half the shit for me that I would do for them. And I'm tired of it.
I'm tired of being a fucking pushover. NO MORE.
I'd rather have no fucking friends than friends that treat me like shit once something better comes along.
No thank you.
i still hope the best for everyone, still believe that they are good people SOMEWHERE in them (even though NO one ever gets to see it), but I am done for a while. I'm done taking care of everyone else, worrying about them, being there for them when they fuck up, EVERYTHING. I'm done. I'm too fucking nice with this shit. Sorry, but handle your own shit from now on.
ANYONE.
I am not a person to befriend anytime soon. I'm pissed :(