Sep 18, 2006 19:12
I want to dedicate this entry to some one in my life who is so unique, so loving, and so kind to me. It's not every day you can have some one who will always be there for you when you come home from school or to tell you that you did your best when you failed the most complicated test in your life. It's not everyday you have some one to be right there for you when your upset because something so mindless happened. But, imagine not having that person right there by your side. This is how I have been for 2 weeks, but this 2 weeks seems like a life time. My Mom is the most amazing person I have ever met. She means the entire world to me and I would do anything for her. It always seems like I never appreciate the little things she does for me. My mom had open heart surjury today. It is possibly one of the most terrifying things I have ever seen. I can't even imagine having to go through with the operation myself. She has such a history that she is the strongest person I have ever met. She is my hero, my mother, and the one person I love the most. It's so hard not having her here and to see her in the bed all cut open and bruised up. It is something I never want to see again, and I would do anything to trade spots with her. After hours of tears and waiting for results, I have realized that everything in life is how you make it. Whether you want to eat right or talk how you want to talk, it's how you make it. I want people to read this because I want people to see how some times we never thank our parents enough, they are amazing, and they are the best friends you will ever have. They wont get mad at you and stop being your parents, they will always stick by your side. Family is so important to me, as it should be to everyone. My mom is my hero, and I love her so much, I am so glad she made it through the trecherous surjury and she is on her way for recovery, as hard as it is to see her like this, she always makes me smile. Mom, thank- you for everything, for being there for me, for always supporting me, and always making me hysterically laugh. You are one in a million and I am truly blessed to have you in my life.I love you.
-Ashley