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Hello.
Today was Closing Night. Very sad :'( I didn't really want to leave the MTYP building. I also didn't want a certain somebody else to go either. But what can ya do...
I gave it the best I could in the last show today :) But when I was up on the podium (as my character Thunder) for the last 3.5/4 of the show, my heart was hurting so bad, and I felt like I was gonna have a heart attack or something. I was scared, but hey, the show must go on. When I got the first chance to put my hand close to my heart, I did, and it was beating REALLY fast. I told Columpa about it afterwards in the dressing room, and she said it was anxiety. I agree it was. And it was adrenaline. A mix of that, and too much of it. Mary's dad bought me water later.
I'm still sad that it's over. I remember going to the audition for this play back in Jan.29. My birthday ^^ Me and Crystal went. It was a day or 2 before my history and math exams. I've done the famine, the fringe-fest, the whole greg-thing, ryan, a bunch. I wish I could go back, in a way. Or that we could continue this. Cliff is leaving tomorrow. Back to Toronto. I don't want him to :( haha. I wish I could see him again...I want Opening Night again :P I cried 3 times today. The first 2 for a couple reasons, and the third was when we were doing little theatre prayer before the last show. People saw me cry. But eh :) Opening Night....:P
Today was Closing Night. Very sad :'( I didn't really want to leave the MTYP building. I also didn't want a certain somebody else to go either. But what can ya do...
I gave it the best I could in the last show today :) But when I was up on the podium (as my character Thunder) for the last 3.5/4 of the show, my heart was hurting so bad, and I felt like I was gonna have a heart attack or something. I was scared, but hey, the show must go on. When I got the first chance to put my hand close to my heart, I did, and it was beating REALLY fast. I told Columpa about it afterwards in the dressing room, and she said it was anxiety. I agree it was. And it was adrenaline. A mix of that, and too much of it. Mary's dad bought me water later.
I'm still sad that it's over. I remember going to the audition for this play back in Jan.29. My birthday ^^ Me and Crystal went. It was a day or 2 before my history and math exams. I've done the famine, the fringe-fest, the whole greg-thing, ryan, a bunch. I wish I could go back, in a way. Or that we could continue this. Cliff is leaving tomorrow. Back to Toronto. I don't want him to :( haha. I wish I could see him again...I want Opening Night again :P I cried 3 times today. The first 2 for a couple reasons, and the third was when we were doing little theatre prayer before the last show. People saw me cry. But eh :) Opening Night....:P