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It's friday morning. I'm getting ready for school, sorta. And I am so tired -_-........
:'( I wanna sleep!!!
I was supposed to take the 47 bus to school at 8: 15, but I dunno if I'm going to do that. I'll just take the normal later bus. I'll just walk like crazy from the stop to the school......yeah.....
I stayed a bit later than I was planning on........typing up that dumb essay. I don't even know if I did it right.
I'm also cold.......my wet hair got my shirt wet and now I'm cold. Waaaaaaaah!! I wish I could fall asleep in math, but I dunno if I could. If Kohut starts talking, then I don't wanna miss anything.
And friggin' Dowden! He won't let into the band room anymore! It's only for music students now. It was yesterday I found out on my spare, and I asked him if I could go into one of the practice rooms to play on the piano. I had a book with me and I wanted to play it. But he's like "well, if you didn't quit choir then you would be able to go in". I mean like what the fuck! Fuck, I know he's pissed that I quit band and choir, but he's got like a hundred other students to teach, mabye even more students. I know he's pissed and/or disappointed at me, I saw that expression on his face alot now whenever he looks at me. It's not even my fucking fault I'm not in band or choir. It didn't work with my schedule. I was going to learn a differant instrument, most likely the drums or something, and get into band next year, 'cause I don't wanna play that fucking trombone anymore. I've playing that damn thing since grade 6. It's like I'm the fucking enemy because I'm not his student anymore. Fuck, that pisses me off! Yesterday I went to say hello to Brianne after school in the band room. Dowden was in his office on the phone and when he saw me he immediatly pointed to the door. Fuck! It's not like I was just wasting my time in that practice room all those times I was there, I was trying to teach myself to play the piano. Dowden SAW that! He SAW me trying to teach myself. What the fuck is his problem!
I was so ready to fucking punch him in the face yesterday after he told me that I should've stayed in choir (he said something like that) but instead I turned it into a joke. "Your gonna use that against me now, aren't you?" Which, now that I think about it, is true. He will. Just because the fucking course didn't work with my schedule.....what a fucking kitiin........
:'( I wanna sleep!!!
I was supposed to take the 47 bus to school at 8: 15, but I dunno if I'm going to do that. I'll just take the normal later bus. I'll just walk like crazy from the stop to the school......yeah.....
I stayed a bit later than I was planning on........typing up that dumb essay. I don't even know if I did it right.
I'm also cold.......my wet hair got my shirt wet and now I'm cold. Waaaaaaaah!! I wish I could fall asleep in math, but I dunno if I could. If Kohut starts talking, then I don't wanna miss anything.
And friggin' Dowden! He won't let into the band room anymore! It's only for music students now. It was yesterday I found out on my spare, and I asked him if I could go into one of the practice rooms to play on the piano. I had a book with me and I wanted to play it. But he's like "well, if you didn't quit choir then you would be able to go in". I mean like what the fuck! Fuck, I know he's pissed that I quit band and choir, but he's got like a hundred other students to teach, mabye even more students. I know he's pissed and/or disappointed at me, I saw that expression on his face alot now whenever he looks at me. It's not even my fucking fault I'm not in band or choir. It didn't work with my schedule. I was going to learn a differant instrument, most likely the drums or something, and get into band next year, 'cause I don't wanna play that fucking trombone anymore. I've playing that damn thing since grade 6. It's like I'm the fucking enemy because I'm not his student anymore. Fuck, that pisses me off! Yesterday I went to say hello to Brianne after school in the band room. Dowden was in his office on the phone and when he saw me he immediatly pointed to the door. Fuck! It's not like I was just wasting my time in that practice room all those times I was there, I was trying to teach myself to play the piano. Dowden SAW that! He SAW me trying to teach myself. What the fuck is his problem!
I was so ready to fucking punch him in the face yesterday after he told me that I should've stayed in choir (he said something like that) but instead I turned it into a joke. "Your gonna use that against me now, aren't you?" Which, now that I think about it, is true. He will. Just because the fucking course didn't work with my schedule.....what a fucking kitiin........