"I trust easy. I think it's because as cynical as I am, the one place I hope the most is in hearts of others. Maybe I'm not disappointed much any more but I can dream a little. I think if some people knew how important it is to me personally that they succeed and that they become the happiest they can be, they might be a little scared. I have
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What a joke all this turned out to bed. You know I was talking to Josh earlier and it was crazy that he was like "Why are you so pissed? You need to be glad you only wasted a month on the guy and not a years time. He's obviously an idiot. You got away lucky"
?!?!?!?!!? HELLO.....how much fucking sense did that make?!?! LOADS!!!
Damn him for doing that!! Is it weird to be annoyed that maybe there is something wrong with me that everyone around me keeps wanting the EXACT opposite of what I always wants? Marriage, kids, stability...that kind of shit? When I think of it like that, it is clear to my why men are such a revolving door in my life. Not that that's such a HUGE deal to me, but it's going to have to stop at some point......and really I'd like to stop dealing with such pussies. Over all I just feel sorry for Marty. He doesn't really know what he wants. I think he feels panic to do SOMETHING with his life before his father dies within this year (which he will) and then he fully expects his mom to die wihtin 2 years of that. I just hate to see someone make such a rash decision based on fear of "what if I don't" . Oh well, it's sad but what the fuck can I do, ya know? Sit back and shake my head, that's what!
I've decided she isn't a hippie anymore. She's a goddamn GYPSY!!! Someone who swoops in in the middle of the night and steals you blind! Tramp!
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