A mess.
Tonight I shant be attending the Pleasure Club @ The Copa. Things are just not right still and Kory's shift seems to have changed at work and blblblbl I dunno the rest. I tried to pay attention to his IM, but today my mind is wandering like a mother.
Max called me tonight. He sounded sad. I miss him so much. I wish I could get on my magick broom and fly to Melbourne to see him. I so look forward to seeing him this summer, we will have a blast.
Probably will be going to Taylors to d/l some of Josh's music to burn tonight. Speaking of, he hasn't told me if his Armani sweater fits. HELLO RUDE! Whatever, I can't police the world and expect everyone to have manners. I've GOT to stop thinking everyone is as considerate as I am.
Mom's last day at work is next Sunday. Joy. It was a nice vacation while it lasted. The pressue is already building and "the mans" foot on the back of my neck has returned. I have to sit back and laugh though at people who seem to think I'm so immature & irresponsible when reality is I am TEN TIMES the adult these fucks will EVER be...and not by choice!! I like to think that this time,this hell will only make me stronger and more of a person later in life. Right.
I'm working on a "culture kit" for someone at work who's never read Kafka or heard of PWEI. That is just infuckingsane. If I can touch the life of just ONE child.... heh...
Max called me tonight. He sounded sad. I miss him so much. I wish I could get on my magick broom and fly to Melbourne to see him. I so look forward to seeing him this summer, we will have a blast.
Probably will be going to Taylors to d/l some of Josh's music to burn tonight. Speaking of, he hasn't told me if his Armani sweater fits. HELLO RUDE! Whatever, I can't police the world and expect everyone to have manners. I've GOT to stop thinking everyone is as considerate as I am.
Mom's last day at work is next Sunday. Joy. It was a nice vacation while it lasted. The pressue is already building and "the mans" foot on the back of my neck has returned. I have to sit back and laugh though at people who seem to think I'm so immature & irresponsible when reality is I am TEN TIMES the adult these fucks will EVER be...and not by choice!! I like to think that this time,this hell will only make me stronger and more of a person later in life. Right.
I'm working on a "culture kit" for someone at work who's never read Kafka or heard of PWEI. That is just infuckingsane. If I can touch the life of just ONE child.... heh...