Sep 01, 2009 23:10
It's 10.45 pm now..
and i'm at full speed. i mean it.
it's like you can ask me to do whatever..
Oh my, i'm such a night creature..
daylight just always do me no good.
I can't even see clearly in the daylight.
*crap
At times like this, where i hear no sound except the silence of the night, i would thinking..
i can't explain what am i thinking everyday, i'm thinking just about everything..
people would often calls me as being quiet, lazy, apathetic, and so on.
but i do think about everything, so much that sometimes i just can't bear it.
i see what others do, i know what others think, i hear what others say.
there's so much in my mind that i don't know what to say anymore..
i'm scared of being called 'talk too much' or even just to know that people actually hear what i say.
i prefer to be alone in this my own world of thinking.
maybe i just don't have the courage to ---what do they called it?--- 'speak up'
errr...
do i talk too much already?
cos i think i did..
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