im stealing sumthing i need
Sorry you can't define me, sorry I break the mold
Sorry that I speak my mind, sorry don't do what I'm told
Sorry if I don't fake it, sorry I come so real
I will never hide what I really feel
No way
So here it is
No hype, no gloss, no pretense
Just me, Stripped
sorry if I ain't perfect, sorry I don't give a (what)
Sorry I ain't no diva, sorry just know what I want
Sorry I'm not a virgin, sorry I'm not a slut
I won't let you break me, think what you want
upon much bordom and reminising. I decided to read joels past journal entries and i decided to put sum things in here that i want to rember. i could go off on one of mi tangents.
like this "after dropping him off I went by Jenn's and just chilled there and talked about all the shit
that was on my mind and why I got depressed suddenly in the
mist of happyness. We watched TV and I snuggled up to her
and it went from there to end up to be one of my best cums
ever." *cough* yea .. i know..it still gets me really upset sumtimes. i mean i understand and everything, but weve come SUCH a long way frum that to what we have now. he was such a whore. and i understand why, it hurts cuz i wanted sumthing frum him that he wasnt ready to give. and i was giving it. and thats why it hurt. but i dont care really any more. weve had so many talks about that and arguments and tears. and its all over. and we just both dont care anymore.or at least i dont. he can do what he wants. cuz whose he with. ME. whose he call when hes upset.ME.whose he make sweeeet luvin to.ME.whose he do kewt little things for way early in the morning just to make me smile.ME. :) he can do what he likes. and can i. BUT ANYWAYS lol. back to mi subject. im putting a few things in here frum his journal, sweet things. so i can rember what it was like. frum his point of veiw.
"I think I'm actually starting to like her more than before.She's so precious"
"she was gone and there was a note for me saying bye and love and stuff
(she's so sweet)"
"(smile). She's incredible."
teehee. i love him. as much as it hurts. fuck the past. i have a better future than most :)
Sorry that I speak my mind, sorry don't do what I'm told
Sorry if I don't fake it, sorry I come so real
I will never hide what I really feel
No way
So here it is
No hype, no gloss, no pretense
Just me, Stripped
sorry if I ain't perfect, sorry I don't give a (what)
Sorry I ain't no diva, sorry just know what I want
Sorry I'm not a virgin, sorry I'm not a slut
I won't let you break me, think what you want
upon much bordom and reminising. I decided to read joels past journal entries and i decided to put sum things in here that i want to rember. i could go off on one of mi tangents.
like this "after dropping him off I went by Jenn's and just chilled there and talked about all the shit
that was on my mind and why I got depressed suddenly in the
mist of happyness. We watched TV and I snuggled up to her
and it went from there to end up to be one of my best cums
ever." *cough* yea .. i know..it still gets me really upset sumtimes. i mean i understand and everything, but weve come SUCH a long way frum that to what we have now. he was such a whore. and i understand why, it hurts cuz i wanted sumthing frum him that he wasnt ready to give. and i was giving it. and thats why it hurt. but i dont care really any more. weve had so many talks about that and arguments and tears. and its all over. and we just both dont care anymore.or at least i dont. he can do what he wants. cuz whose he with. ME. whose he call when hes upset.ME.whose he make sweeeet luvin to.ME.whose he do kewt little things for way early in the morning just to make me smile.ME. :) he can do what he likes. and can i. BUT ANYWAYS lol. back to mi subject. im putting a few things in here frum his journal, sweet things. so i can rember what it was like. frum his point of veiw.
"I think I'm actually starting to like her more than before.She's so precious"
"she was gone and there was a note for me saying bye and love and stuff
(she's so sweet)"
"(smile). She's incredible."
teehee. i love him. as much as it hurts. fuck the past. i have a better future than most :)