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Sup Kids,
I am juss chillin here...I found out some really shitty news tonight about something I thought was a friend. this person has been callingme. and i wrote about it in my other entry but decided to make it private. I dunno I am just avoiding drama because despite the fact that im not there anymore I dont want to deal with it period. Your RIGHT man.. growing up is a part of not caring anymore. I dont care anymore unless it deals with my family and you have no idea how much I appreciate you calling me back and acting as an adult in this matter. it seems as though its a never ending battle. I got so used to it being routine for me than this whole new chapter has opened in my life and all I want to do is leave the old "me" behind. not thepeople just me. I dunno some people I would like to leave behind but everyone has people they dont want to talk to anymore. and I know who dosnt like me and who does but if I learned anything in my time at marshall from some people, one person who was very special to me that people will always talk and not to let it bother me. in my previous entry someone commented on someone who I used to be very close with and it really pissed me off. ive lost a lot of friends over this person but dont misunderstand by no means, it was by MY CHOICE not by their force. I stood up for this person to other people and it cost me some friends as it did them im sure, one thing that I willalways have as a core value is friends, and I learn to appreciate them no matter what. And no matter how wronged ive been by someone I always seem to forgive them. I Hope that one day someone will forgive me for some the wrong ive caused them.
Things are great in south carolina though. im living with hutto. he is really awesome. We cruised up to wally world earlier and got some "beverage"if ya knwo what I mean. so im sittin here chillin on his computer and he is just really super nice. he ismoving out in two monthes so im unsure as to if I will remain here and get a room mate or two or if I will move to my own place. I dont wanna be on my own..*yes I know you were right shut up*;-) but yeah I just want things to all be okay and when I do come back to huntington to visit that I can call up these peopleand say hello with out hesitation. it seems as though my mistakes may prohibit that joy. I dunno..but I do know one thing and thats boy meets world is on dish and im bout to bounce..remember how we used to get up @ like fuckin 3 and watch it and go back to bed?/ haha I miss those days..those were the days where we all got well nevermind im gonna bounce.. I think mac may be comin homewith me on next week. I dunno he has to see if he can get off work..he is head waiting tonight. you kids be good though I haveto go..
God Bless
- pog -
I am juss chillin here...I found out some really shitty news tonight about something I thought was a friend. this person has been callingme. and i wrote about it in my other entry but decided to make it private. I dunno I am just avoiding drama because despite the fact that im not there anymore I dont want to deal with it period. Your RIGHT man.. growing up is a part of not caring anymore. I dont care anymore unless it deals with my family and you have no idea how much I appreciate you calling me back and acting as an adult in this matter. it seems as though its a never ending battle. I got so used to it being routine for me than this whole new chapter has opened in my life and all I want to do is leave the old "me" behind. not thepeople just me. I dunno some people I would like to leave behind but everyone has people they dont want to talk to anymore. and I know who dosnt like me and who does but if I learned anything in my time at marshall from some people, one person who was very special to me that people will always talk and not to let it bother me. in my previous entry someone commented on someone who I used to be very close with and it really pissed me off. ive lost a lot of friends over this person but dont misunderstand by no means, it was by MY CHOICE not by their force. I stood up for this person to other people and it cost me some friends as it did them im sure, one thing that I willalways have as a core value is friends, and I learn to appreciate them no matter what. And no matter how wronged ive been by someone I always seem to forgive them. I Hope that one day someone will forgive me for some the wrong ive caused them.
Things are great in south carolina though. im living with hutto. he is really awesome. We cruised up to wally world earlier and got some "beverage"if ya knwo what I mean. so im sittin here chillin on his computer and he is just really super nice. he ismoving out in two monthes so im unsure as to if I will remain here and get a room mate or two or if I will move to my own place. I dont wanna be on my own..*yes I know you were right shut up*;-) but yeah I just want things to all be okay and when I do come back to huntington to visit that I can call up these peopleand say hello with out hesitation. it seems as though my mistakes may prohibit that joy. I dunno..but I do know one thing and thats boy meets world is on dish and im bout to bounce..remember how we used to get up @ like fuckin 3 and watch it and go back to bed?/ haha I miss those days..those were the days where we all got well nevermind im gonna bounce.. I think mac may be comin homewith me on next week. I dunno he has to see if he can get off work..he is head waiting tonight. you kids be good though I haveto go..
God Bless
- pog -