Happy St. Patties Day Kids
Sup Kids,
I just got back from the bar with my boyz and some of the ladies..Yes miss allison and megan and elizabeth. hehe mellon head hunnie u were sooo toasted..I carried u into alex's crib..hahaha..i love my mellon head..as I sit here think I think about how great my friends are and how much fun ive had these past few weeks. tommrow is my first ever sig tau road trip. im so excited you guys just dont know..ive waited for a long time to go on one..I always planned to go on them this past summer but it never worked out and its finally worked out.. I sit here and look at the pictures on my mini fridge of me and joe and someone else in my old room playing with a condom balloon. I have had some really great times here in huntington and im really sad I have to leave..but I do..its whats best..I could stay if I wanted but ive decided im out..I dunno.its just hard...I think its best if I just get away from everything for a while and come visit like I used to when good stuff happens. I dunno though its a lot of thinking. I didnt have the option to stay before but now I do. I dunno. well see I guess..I went to the bar tonight and I drank but im not drunk by far and thats awesome cuz when I felt myself buzzin I sit my beer down and that was it. I met some alpha chi's tonight and im going over to the house tommrow to hang out with em..they are really cool..I had com class with the one. awww my song is on..TO DA WINDOW TO DA WALLL!!!!!!! DUM DUM DUM AWWWWWWWWWW 369...lol sorry I just like that song..I got me an irish hat..and imma wear it the entire time tommrow in the car..HAHHA..alex is drivin from here to princeton and im rollin the rest of the way..perhaps one of us should get directions..lol..I talked to my aunt in south carolina today and were going to see her too..and than alex and I are going down for one night at the beach and chillin in da beach house..it will be so much fun...my baby cousin was born two days ago and thats so awesome..I love kids..I got prank called tonight 12 times..its becoming so annoying but I refuse to change myphone number..no way..ive run..yes I said run..ur right I ran...and im not doing it anymore...I have a friend who works for cingular and they are gonna look up the records for the phone the [person IM SURE is doing it and they are gonna tell me their outgoing calls at tyhe times I got mine..and there is no way to track the text messages but if the calls are comin from this person I bet the text are too..which will remain nameless..you dont have to care but I DO..because its ruined my life down here almost..my car..my friendship..my entire life down here..I ran and hid in my room and I got into fights with people trying to defend somethign zI knew I wasnt doing. and a few people thought it was me FOR SO LONG and I dunno what anyone thinks anymore. I dont care..I know I will get even..im not an ass hole like everyone takes me to be..it seems like since ive taken certain aspects of my life out things are better..and im not even talking about people im talking about habbits..its just wierd Iguess..I dunno why im writing about all this now its just kinda flowing out of me ya know..I leanred that just because people are growing up dosnt mean they have to grow apart. yes its nice to have people accept you for you and its great to come back to a friendship u layed down and pick it back up as if you never left. unf. in life it dosnt always work like that ya know? not with everyone.. I have learned that best friends are bad in my case because I become to close with them and it ended bad this last time and I cant ever have that again. it was so much like a relationship for the both of us its got annoying and neither of us wanted to even speak to each other..but the power of mmm.."mmm..snak shak" can make me smile and remember those good times..ill always remember the good times and as much as I love to say hey I wont remember the bad times.when I hear certain peoples names especially from my past I thnk of bad automatically, I cant help it. its just how it is..I want so bad to pick up the phone and call some of these people I grew up with and say hey how r u..its been forever..but I dont simply because the way things were left...not bad just..well...empty..okay I.e. darren and I..everyone knows some of what has happend..well him and I arent friends and dont speak because of some stuff that happend that was mostly my fault..yes I admitted somethign was my fault..and so now when we speak its always negative so I am not speaking to him ya know..and it sucks because thats all we have to talk about it BAD stuff adn im tired of it and so is he..so he dosnt like me and thats cool and thats another reason why im leaving after I get back from vacation is because this is kinda my last time with the guys for a while. cuz once I am gone..no .25 pitcher night..no five bucks all u can drink..NO MORE V.I.P At the bar with my crew..it will be just me..and thats going to be especially hard on me because I cant stand to be alone but its what has to happen...Yes the snak shak made me smile but than I was quickly overtaken but the negative. Its hard to just remind myself of the good times unless im having fun..guess thats a flaw huh?? I dunno..im going to eat a sandwich and watch Ladder 49 again..yes again im a movie buff..than Boy Meets World and get up and finish packing and order tickets for an awesome band online right after i find out who is going and if certain people are gonna be there..because if so..I doubt ill go this year..ill wait and go next year..see how this effects my life too??? yeah... why is it so many people are involved yet I feel all alone??
I just got back from the bar with my boyz and some of the ladies..Yes miss allison and megan and elizabeth. hehe mellon head hunnie u were sooo toasted..I carried u into alex's crib..hahaha..i love my mellon head..as I sit here think I think about how great my friends are and how much fun ive had these past few weeks. tommrow is my first ever sig tau road trip. im so excited you guys just dont know..ive waited for a long time to go on one..I always planned to go on them this past summer but it never worked out and its finally worked out.. I sit here and look at the pictures on my mini fridge of me and joe and someone else in my old room playing with a condom balloon. I have had some really great times here in huntington and im really sad I have to leave..but I do..its whats best..I could stay if I wanted but ive decided im out..I dunno.its just hard...I think its best if I just get away from everything for a while and come visit like I used to when good stuff happens. I dunno though its a lot of thinking. I didnt have the option to stay before but now I do. I dunno. well see I guess..I went to the bar tonight and I drank but im not drunk by far and thats awesome cuz when I felt myself buzzin I sit my beer down and that was it. I met some alpha chi's tonight and im going over to the house tommrow to hang out with em..they are really cool..I had com class with the one. awww my song is on..TO DA WINDOW TO DA WALLL!!!!!!! DUM DUM DUM AWWWWWWWWWW 369...lol sorry I just like that song..I got me an irish hat..and imma wear it the entire time tommrow in the car..HAHHA..alex is drivin from here to princeton and im rollin the rest of the way..perhaps one of us should get directions..lol..I talked to my aunt in south carolina today and were going to see her too..and than alex and I are going down for one night at the beach and chillin in da beach house..it will be so much fun...my baby cousin was born two days ago and thats so awesome..I love kids..I got prank called tonight 12 times..its becoming so annoying but I refuse to change myphone number..no way..ive run..yes I said run..ur right I ran...and im not doing it anymore...I have a friend who works for cingular and they are gonna look up the records for the phone the [person IM SURE is doing it and they are gonna tell me their outgoing calls at tyhe times I got mine..and there is no way to track the text messages but if the calls are comin from this person I bet the text are too..which will remain nameless..you dont have to care but I DO..because its ruined my life down here almost..my car..my friendship..my entire life down here..I ran and hid in my room and I got into fights with people trying to defend somethign zI knew I wasnt doing. and a few people thought it was me FOR SO LONG and I dunno what anyone thinks anymore. I dont care..I know I will get even..im not an ass hole like everyone takes me to be..it seems like since ive taken certain aspects of my life out things are better..and im not even talking about people im talking about habbits..its just wierd Iguess..I dunno why im writing about all this now its just kinda flowing out of me ya know..I leanred that just because people are growing up dosnt mean they have to grow apart. yes its nice to have people accept you for you and its great to come back to a friendship u layed down and pick it back up as if you never left. unf. in life it dosnt always work like that ya know? not with everyone.. I have learned that best friends are bad in my case because I become to close with them and it ended bad this last time and I cant ever have that again. it was so much like a relationship for the both of us its got annoying and neither of us wanted to even speak to each other..but the power of mmm.."mmm..snak shak" can make me smile and remember those good times..ill always remember the good times and as much as I love to say hey I wont remember the bad times.when I hear certain peoples names especially from my past I thnk of bad automatically, I cant help it. its just how it is..I want so bad to pick up the phone and call some of these people I grew up with and say hey how r u..its been forever..but I dont simply because the way things were left...not bad just..well...empty..okay I.e. darren and I..everyone knows some of what has happend..well him and I arent friends and dont speak because of some stuff that happend that was mostly my fault..yes I admitted somethign was my fault..and so now when we speak its always negative so I am not speaking to him ya know..and it sucks because thats all we have to talk about it BAD stuff adn im tired of it and so is he..so he dosnt like me and thats cool and thats another reason why im leaving after I get back from vacation is because this is kinda my last time with the guys for a while. cuz once I am gone..no .25 pitcher night..no five bucks all u can drink..NO MORE V.I.P At the bar with my crew..it will be just me..and thats going to be especially hard on me because I cant stand to be alone but its what has to happen...Yes the snak shak made me smile but than I was quickly overtaken but the negative. Its hard to just remind myself of the good times unless im having fun..guess thats a flaw huh?? I dunno..im going to eat a sandwich and watch Ladder 49 again..yes again im a movie buff..than Boy Meets World and get up and finish packing and order tickets for an awesome band online right after i find out who is going and if certain people are gonna be there..because if so..I doubt ill go this year..ill wait and go next year..see how this effects my life too??? yeah... why is it so many people are involved yet I feel all alone??