Mar 13, 2005 12:08
Sup Guys,
I just am sitting here watching Walking Tall with sean and getting ready to lay back down. I have the Flu which really stinks..but its part of life. anyways I start packing tommrow and than im out of here prolly by wed. I have two weeks left here on my rent but well see what happens. Last night was awesome too. The Epsilon Nu Boyz are awesome..they are coming back up in april they said this morning which will be cool. We had a goal setting retreat last night and there was about ten of us there. it was cool hangin out. we played ping pong and wrestled and it was good times..the sort of times I used to remember having when I first joined. of course things were way differnt when I joined with myself. not so much the fraternity but def. with me.. Im starting to get my spark back. I finally realized last night that I knew something all along about someone. I guess its because they arent ready to let go or they arent ready to just say ....ok and be done..I dunno what the deal is..im not mad over it I just finally said no.. and Imeant it this time..it was really hard for me to say this to this person and especially to the person that I feel hasnt been honest with me. these two people were very good friends of mine at one point, I guess when they realize ive changed and im not worried about "shit" anymore they will call..welp I dont wanna talk about it and go on and on and on about this shit cuz its stupid..hehe..anyways im going to find me some breakfast and than back to my bed..Enjoy Ur Evening..
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The Chadd