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I feel like I should have something interesting to say about my life. Everything that has happened in the past couple of weeks has just blurred together like I never stood still. My favorite cousin came into town and is leaving in the morning. My family is awaiting the news of whether or not Rachel will be having a boy. I got really pissed off at the journalism Christmas party because some girls were being shitty to me and even that doesn't get me riled tonight.
Why do I feel like nothing has happened, but everything has happened? I don't usually feel so depressed, especially when everything is going so well. Jeremy is awesome, Christmas is Monday, Rachel is doing well in her pregnancy and I stand to pass every one of my classes. Yet I still have thoughts of self doubt. Perhaps I secretly don't want myself to be doing well, because the instant I started to think that my life was heading for a sunny day it began to rain.
I just don't know anymore.
Why do I feel like nothing has happened, but everything has happened? I don't usually feel so depressed, especially when everything is going so well. Jeremy is awesome, Christmas is Monday, Rachel is doing well in her pregnancy and I stand to pass every one of my classes. Yet I still have thoughts of self doubt. Perhaps I secretly don't want myself to be doing well, because the instant I started to think that my life was heading for a sunny day it began to rain.
I just don't know anymore.