Since when am I so irrisistible?
One of my best friends (a girl), as I confirmed (always had a little suspicion) last night, is kind of crazzy about me. She really likes me and considers me to be one of the best things in her life. And I love her, I love her so much, but it wouldn't work out with us. I think that if we tried, we would ruin our friendship. And I don't want to leave Chad at all. I can see myself with him for a long time, but I can't see that at all with this girl. I just want to be the closest friends that we can be.
I decided to talk to her about it, and first tell her that I noticed some tension (not angry tension - tension of another sort) between us and tell her how I feel about her. I have had a little thing for her for awhile, but now, I want to be really, really close friends with her. That's what I want. I want to be close friends, because I think she's an amazing person and you can never have enough amazing friends. She means so much to me though, and it hurts me to say, "I don't want to be with you." But I know I have to to help her get over it. After I tell her how I feel, I'm going to ask how she feels about me and about everything that's going on. She's going to call me back later today (called her once but we were both in the car).
Oh. And my ex-boyfriend has feelings for me again too. But he's a selfish, chauvenistic (sp?) pig and I think he deserves to feel like shit. So that doesn't really matter.
I decided to talk to her about it, and first tell her that I noticed some tension (not angry tension - tension of another sort) between us and tell her how I feel about her. I have had a little thing for her for awhile, but now, I want to be really, really close friends with her. That's what I want. I want to be close friends, because I think she's an amazing person and you can never have enough amazing friends. She means so much to me though, and it hurts me to say, "I don't want to be with you." But I know I have to to help her get over it. After I tell her how I feel, I'm going to ask how she feels about me and about everything that's going on. She's going to call me back later today (called her once but we were both in the car).
Oh. And my ex-boyfriend has feelings for me again too. But he's a selfish, chauvenistic (sp?) pig and I think he deserves to feel like shit. So that doesn't really matter.