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[signifiers]

I woke up today in a terrible mood. Well, I kept waking up, then going back to sleep for an hour and dreaming about having gotten up anyway. It was sort of a waste of going back to sleep, but this happened seriously four times in a row. Anyway, I... have not changed out of my pyjamas today or even really moved much from the couch. At least I bought

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[spacklegeek]

Oh, that video was beautiful. Her first poem had me tearing up. Oh, my. Thank you for sharing!

[signifiers]

I hope this means you were able to read the list! I actually haven't watched that video yet (sorry, Carina) but I certainly shall. I'm glad you enjoyed it! <3

[emo_raindrop]

Ahhh those lists are so amazing. They are hitting me real hard. Thank you for posting. *teh sobzorz*

[signifiers]

Of course! I'm glad they could mean something to you. I miss you -- I hope you're having a wonderful time in Vienna.

[fancydressmasks]

I do that when sleeping all the time! Especially when I know I'm supposed to get up - you fall to sleep and start vividly dreaming that you're getting up and ready, you're on your way, and my dream self thinks, "Oh, it's alright, I've gotten up." Then I wake up and am like...damn it! My subconscious fooled me again! I'm glad you're feeling better now, though (:

I'll definitely read that article on the Hairpin, it sounds interesting. Two of my friends have died in the past two years and both times, I first found out by RIPs all over Facebook. It's an odd thing - I see them and I don't think anything, there's something about Facebook which makes you think that the RIPs surely can't mean anything... I don't know how to describe it.

The '10 Things I Know To Be True' lists sound good, too.

[signifiers]

Haha, it's so frustrating! Especially when your dreams turn out terrible, and you have all kinds of anxiety about what you're doing, although I guess then it is quite relieving to wake up and make sure you don't actually do any of the stupid things you dreamed about.

I know what you mean! The first time it happened to me was maybe four years ago -- I found out about a classmate's death by being invited to an "R.I.P." group. I rejected the invitation because I thought it was a joke!

[lusimeles]

Oh, so many links! *STARTS CLICKING* Loving the Robyn Hitchcock song already, and I can't wait to read the gay soldiers article. Thank you! :)

Also, glad to hear you're feeling better.

[signifiers]

yes yes yes. I'm so glad you liked both those things! I meant to reply to your entry where you linked the gay soldiers article yourself, but I was SO DRUNK that night (I feel like this confession is a major part of comments I send you, errr) that it would only have been vaguely sensical D: although I did really like all the articles you linked to! and Jonah Lehrer! (obvs) and Pottermore!

[operatingroom]

Hi, lovely! Just saw this today. Thank you for linking ;____;

That EDIT 2 is a between depressing and a little bit hopeful. I'm choosing to feel the latter.

[signifiers]

yes, yes, of course! it was such a marvelous list that I couldn't not. :)

ha! when I wrote it I was quite drunk and torn halfway between hopelessness and optimism; I'm glad you picked the second.