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[signednoregret]

How do you explain that you feel you are loosing a friend but at the same time, that same friend, is still there, and not going anywhere. How do you explain you get the feeling the seem aggravated with you, or that they seem to have lost interest in your friendship after so long, but when you talk to them about it....everything is fine. I feel like everyone is changing but me, that everyone has moved on, that everyone has new friends and no time for the old. I feel like old news, like another student in the halls who still sees the ones that he calls his best friends. I just feel so out of place with my best friends, and its one of the oddest feelings in the world. Today started out as a typical day, got through first and second period with no scrapes. Hit Tech theater in third block, and towards the end...I like how Paige summed it up best. I broke down. From there on out my mood was 10 times mellower, I walked away from lunch with my friends half way through and just roamed the halls. Come last period of the day I am just in a funk and cant think strait...in the class I need it most. Algebra 2. Whats wrong with me?

*To all my friends you know I love you all, that I am always gonna consider you my friends, and to my best friend of all, you know I love you so much, and always want to have you there as my friend.