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Something is seriously wrong.
With every aspect of my life.
My dad and I don't talk anymore. I think it's his weird way of coping with me leaving soon. I mean, he didn't even invite me down to dinner tonight. They ate without me.
And now my mom is "reading" on the couch because she doesn't feel like going to bed this early. If you know anything about my parents you know that they are always in bed by 10. 10:30 at the very latest on weekends unless I have them watching a movie or something. She won't answer me as to weather or not they are in a fight. She'll say something along the lines of, "I just feel like reading."
I keep telling myself to just do things because it will be the last time i'll get the chance. But really, all I want to do is sleep. So I'm there participating. But not really.
And most nights, I feel like running away. I don't know where I'd go though.
Tonight I ran to my grandpa. We had a nice talk.
Goodnight.
With every aspect of my life.
My dad and I don't talk anymore. I think it's his weird way of coping with me leaving soon. I mean, he didn't even invite me down to dinner tonight. They ate without me.
And now my mom is "reading" on the couch because she doesn't feel like going to bed this early. If you know anything about my parents you know that they are always in bed by 10. 10:30 at the very latest on weekends unless I have them watching a movie or something. She won't answer me as to weather or not they are in a fight. She'll say something along the lines of, "I just feel like reading."
I keep telling myself to just do things because it will be the last time i'll get the chance. But really, all I want to do is sleep. So I'm there participating. But not really.
And most nights, I feel like running away. I don't know where I'd go though.
Tonight I ran to my grandpa. We had a nice talk.
Goodnight.