Jul 17, 2006 01:29
I need to take a vacation from summer vacation. I realized that I feel really stressed out every day because I spend each day doing things that I really don't want to do. I hope the rest of my life isn't like this...
All of summer has been a blur. A working, babysitting, visiting briefly blur. I forget what day it is (usually I'm a day ahead of myself, thank goodness), I forget who I tell what, I forget what i need to do. So I wrote it all down tonight.
It seems like everything happened so long ago. Madalyn's grad party was last weekend. But it feels like it was a month ago. And tonight, she and Cameron and I laid down in the middle of Wixom road for 21 seconds. But it feels like we did that weeks ago. I don't even feel like I saw Cameron today. I don't even feel like I worked today. By the way. I've worked 10 days so far this month, babysat 4, and had 3 off.
Here's my list for the rest of summer as of now. I feel like I'm forgetting things...
v Go to Waterford Oaks (Steve and Madalyn)
v Go to the Detroit Zoo (Steve and Madalyn)
v Go to the Guster Concert (Wednesday, July, 26)
v Go Camping at Wolveriene
v Wisdom teeth
v Eye Appointment
v New Wardrobe
v Finish Graduation Thank You notes
v State Orientation (July 19-20)
v Finish Madalyn’s Graduation Present
v Buy Computer for college
v Buy dorm stuff
v Work
v Rollerblade
v Go Running
v Read
v Have a bonfire
v Bike at Maybury
v Go on a picnic
v Dance
v Gamble with Grandma
v Take Dad to see Pirates
v Go Frisbee Golfing
v Have a Cross Country Senior Sleepover
v GO TO MOTHERS! (Dana)
v Have a summer fling…with a kitchen boy