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One more month and I am moving to New York. To be honest, I am somewhat becoming hesitant about it. I was so sure of my decision and now all the sudden I am doubting it. Last night, I was out with a few of my friends(who I claim to hate and they know it), we were occupying this little cornered off children's corner at the park. All we did was simply sit about on the swings and play structure and look at the stars(getting high, of course). It was really nice. And for a moment, I somewhat looked around at everyone and realized that, I will miss them. I thought I was going to be able to pack up my things and that would be that. The only thing I would miss would be my Dog(which I cant even think about leaving without getting tears in my eyes). I think, I may actually like my friends. I know none of us will stay in contact, well, I will with Duane and Matt, but everyone else will eventually fade out of my life forever. That does sadden me, it was not supposed to. All I do is bitch about how much they piss me off and annoy me and how much they waste my time. I tell them I wish they were out of my life all the time, and I really really do mean it but now, I guess I don't. Maybe since moving is not half a year away anymore it is starting to sink in that I am actually leaving. Ugh!
I got my schedule in the mail:
Preceptorial: Search for a better life(which is mandatory and somewhat interesting)
Russian History to 1917(European History was full so I opted for this one)
Intermediate German(which is dumb! I wanted to be in Introductory but they would not allow me to since I can speak it. I CAN'T WRITE IN IT)
Introduction to Marketing(which I need if I am to major in Communications, which I might do)
2-Dimensional Design(for my art major)
All the really good classes are full. Especially all the English ones I wanted to take. Next Semester i am going to go beg teachers to allow me into classes.
I got my schedule in the mail:
Preceptorial: Search for a better life(which is mandatory and somewhat interesting)
Russian History to 1917(European History was full so I opted for this one)
Intermediate German(which is dumb! I wanted to be in Introductory but they would not allow me to since I can speak it. I CAN'T WRITE IN IT)
Introduction to Marketing(which I need if I am to major in Communications, which I might do)
2-Dimensional Design(for my art major)
All the really good classes are full. Especially all the English ones I wanted to take. Next Semester i am going to go beg teachers to allow me into classes.