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So I guess I'll start on.. Saturday.
I wore that dress that's like plaid and black. with black fishnets and my boots. I went to Brian's house with Nicole. Josh was there too. And Ty, of course. I was all depressed and stuff. He took me upstairs. we didn't do anything. i didn't want to. and yeah. Nothing happened for like 5 hours. Then, we went to Denny's. Nicole didn't have anymore money in the bank, so I was the one who had to not eat anything. and I was the hungriest. Oh well, it's always me. And then we went back to Brian's. Did nothing. Nicole, Josh, and Brian came down near my house to get some Chop. Rob, Brian's brother, wanted to go too, but they already left. So it was just Ty, Rob, and I. And I decided to talk to Ty. That ended up in me breaking up with him. I'm depressed. I didn't want a boyfriend. And some other stuff, and he didn't believe it. but i'm not a liar. And then Rob came in and Ty and I went outside so Ty could yell at me a little more. I know yelling wasn't gonna make me take him back, it was probably gonna make me push him away more, but he obviously didn't know that. Rob, Ty, and I sat there talking, it was an awkward feeling. Then Brian, Nicole, and Josh got back. They smoked. Then Ty chugged the bottle of vodka. Yeah. he was drunk. Rob paid for the weed so he was really high. He was trying to sing a song and it sounded like ghjklfrhgjgkhjxf. Ty walked home drunk. Rob, Brian, Nicole, and I were the only one's left. Brian and Nicole, uh.. Went upstairs. The music was on really loud so we didn't hear them. But there was silence at the beginning of a song and we could hear them. Rob's like "NO MUSIC GO BACK ON. HURRY HURRY" because we could hear them. The music went on again. I had my first cigarette with Rob. I like it now. At first it like got me high. Like my vision would get all weird and I'd have a feeling of euphoria and my cheeks would go numb. Now my cheeks just go numb. Fun fun. And then they came down. And Brian's like 'did you guys kiss'. because he's a dumbass. pfft. Anywho. Then I guess Rob isn't supposed to be in Brian's side of the house, and his dad comes in a flashes his flashlight on him. and he got in trouble and left. then my sister and i left.
Sunday.
I went to Tasha's. Stayed there. Then Nicole picked us up and we went to my house. She picked up brian, too. Then we got to my house. And we just sat for half an hour. Then we went and dropped Brian off at his aunt's house. One of his cousin's is like bisexual or something. he's like 5. Brian said 'he like's girl a little and boys a little'. and the kid said 'i don't like girls even a little'. ahahaha. anywho, then we went back to ym house and we just did whatever. Then, Nicole and Tasha were gonna go get high with some guys. But I looked like shit and was being a lazy ass, so I didn't go.
Monday.
Tasha, Nicole, and I meet Corey, Mark, aand Jay at the mall. We walk around do nothing. Dunkin; Donuts hot chocolate is good. Then we left, and on the way out i saw Lauren by the door. I go 'n talk to her while one of the guys gets his car. She was with the guy she likes, Aaron. I was like aww. Lauren was beautiful as always. And she told me I look like a small dominatrix (sp?). So i'm like uhh.. oookay. it's like a weird comparison or whatever. And then I went and joined tasha and my sister and the guy people. And Tasha says I always make fun of that kid in the morning at school. and i say YOU BITCH. and i keep calling her a bitch throughout the day, because she is one. And Brian and Nicole were kinda fighting earlier, and nicole was crying. Brian wanted to talk to her so Nicole came to his house. but he wasn't fucking there. So then they met at some gas station. Josh drives up in a mom van and i laugh my ass off. Anywho, then Josh decided to randomly drive around coventry looking for weed. He's a dumbass. anywho. then we went back to Brian's house. Josh, Tasha, and I were in brian's room thingy and Nicole and Brian were upstairs. It was kinda odd. It was quiet and stuff and no one talked. I bet natasha if she could lift the like 200 pound barbel over her head i'd give her 100 dollars. I won. Then everything was okay and good, and we went to Friendly's pizza. and it was real good. we at it in josh's van. And then we got in nicole's car and went to some kid's joey's house, but he wasn't there. Then we went back to Brian's and i froze my feet off. And then we went back to my house. At 11 we snuck out of the house. very quietly. not a sound. Then we drove up to the warwick mall. and we met Corey, Jay, and Mark. And we got into their car. 6 heads. They were smoking weed, i think. But I didn't smoke. They tried to fish bowl the ar, it didn't get fish bowled though. i didn't even get a tiny bit high. so whatever. We drove around nowhere for a while. then we came back to the warwick mall and just sat there. then nicole, tasha, and i went home. and we watched tv.
And then there's today... Which shall be boring. Nicole only wants to include me in her fun life when Tasha's around. So whatever. Nicole hates me. i don't even know why. anywho, today i'm not doing anything because tasha went home and that means nicole don't wanna include me in anything. Oh well. fuck me. shoot me in my temple.
kthx. bye bye
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I wore that dress that's like plaid and black. with black fishnets and my boots. I went to Brian's house with Nicole. Josh was there too. And Ty, of course. I was all depressed and stuff. He took me upstairs. we didn't do anything. i didn't want to. and yeah. Nothing happened for like 5 hours. Then, we went to Denny's. Nicole didn't have anymore money in the bank, so I was the one who had to not eat anything. and I was the hungriest. Oh well, it's always me. And then we went back to Brian's. Did nothing. Nicole, Josh, and Brian came down near my house to get some Chop. Rob, Brian's brother, wanted to go too, but they already left. So it was just Ty, Rob, and I. And I decided to talk to Ty. That ended up in me breaking up with him. I'm depressed. I didn't want a boyfriend. And some other stuff, and he didn't believe it. but i'm not a liar. And then Rob came in and Ty and I went outside so Ty could yell at me a little more. I know yelling wasn't gonna make me take him back, it was probably gonna make me push him away more, but he obviously didn't know that. Rob, Ty, and I sat there talking, it was an awkward feeling. Then Brian, Nicole, and Josh got back. They smoked. Then Ty chugged the bottle of vodka. Yeah. he was drunk. Rob paid for the weed so he was really high. He was trying to sing a song and it sounded like ghjklfrhgjgkhjxf. Ty walked home drunk. Rob, Brian, Nicole, and I were the only one's left. Brian and Nicole, uh.. Went upstairs. The music was on really loud so we didn't hear them. But there was silence at the beginning of a song and we could hear them. Rob's like "NO MUSIC GO BACK ON. HURRY HURRY" because we could hear them. The music went on again. I had my first cigarette with Rob. I like it now. At first it like got me high. Like my vision would get all weird and I'd have a feeling of euphoria and my cheeks would go numb. Now my cheeks just go numb. Fun fun. And then they came down. And Brian's like 'did you guys kiss'. because he's a dumbass. pfft. Anywho. Then I guess Rob isn't supposed to be in Brian's side of the house, and his dad comes in a flashes his flashlight on him. and he got in trouble and left. then my sister and i left.
Sunday.
I went to Tasha's. Stayed there. Then Nicole picked us up and we went to my house. She picked up brian, too. Then we got to my house. And we just sat for half an hour. Then we went and dropped Brian off at his aunt's house. One of his cousin's is like bisexual or something. he's like 5. Brian said 'he like's girl a little and boys a little'. and the kid said 'i don't like girls even a little'. ahahaha. anywho, then we went back to ym house and we just did whatever. Then, Nicole and Tasha were gonna go get high with some guys. But I looked like shit and was being a lazy ass, so I didn't go.
Monday.
Tasha, Nicole, and I meet Corey, Mark, aand Jay at the mall. We walk around do nothing. Dunkin; Donuts hot chocolate is good. Then we left, and on the way out i saw Lauren by the door. I go 'n talk to her while one of the guys gets his car. She was with the guy she likes, Aaron. I was like aww. Lauren was beautiful as always. And she told me I look like a small dominatrix (sp?). So i'm like uhh.. oookay. it's like a weird comparison or whatever. And then I went and joined tasha and my sister and the guy people. And Tasha says I always make fun of that kid in the morning at school. and i say YOU BITCH. and i keep calling her a bitch throughout the day, because she is one. And Brian and Nicole were kinda fighting earlier, and nicole was crying. Brian wanted to talk to her so Nicole came to his house. but he wasn't fucking there. So then they met at some gas station. Josh drives up in a mom van and i laugh my ass off. Anywho, then Josh decided to randomly drive around coventry looking for weed. He's a dumbass. anywho. then we went back to Brian's house. Josh, Tasha, and I were in brian's room thingy and Nicole and Brian were upstairs. It was kinda odd. It was quiet and stuff and no one talked. I bet natasha if she could lift the like 200 pound barbel over her head i'd give her 100 dollars. I won. Then everything was okay and good, and we went to Friendly's pizza. and it was real good. we at it in josh's van. And then we got in nicole's car and went to some kid's joey's house, but he wasn't there. Then we went back to Brian's and i froze my feet off. And then we went back to my house. At 11 we snuck out of the house. very quietly. not a sound. Then we drove up to the warwick mall. and we met Corey, Jay, and Mark. And we got into their car. 6 heads. They were smoking weed, i think. But I didn't smoke. They tried to fish bowl the ar, it didn't get fish bowled though. i didn't even get a tiny bit high. so whatever. We drove around nowhere for a while. then we came back to the warwick mall and just sat there. then nicole, tasha, and i went home. and we watched tv.
And then there's today... Which shall be boring. Nicole only wants to include me in her fun life when Tasha's around. So whatever. Nicole hates me. i don't even know why. anywho, today i'm not doing anything because tasha went home and that means nicole don't wanna include me in anything. Oh well. fuck me. shoot me in my temple.
kthx. bye bye
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