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Man, woooah. I haven't written in TOO long. EEee!
A lot been going on with Victor 'n I..
One night we went out to eat at a Chinese Restaurant.. Then we went to Narragansett beach.. in the dark.. in the rain.. in the cold. and made out for a while on the rocks. and then we went home, went inside for a while, then went outside where he uh.. kinda fingered me aand made out and all that.
And this Tuesday, he picked me up from school, we went out to eat at Spike's. Then we went to John's house, got the Finding Nemo DVD, went to Victor's house and "watched" it. We hardly watched it, Victor and I were just making out and he tried to get off my pants, but i wear complicated pants and after he';s like "Don't wear complicated pants again.." ahahaha. anywho. i met his mom. She doesn't speak much english, but she's a little, sweet mexican lady. And then we went to Tasha's house and her mom threatened Victor, haha. Because me and Tasha been hanging out and sleeping over each other's house, she sees me as her kid and stuff. And it was fun and I didn't wanna leave. Victor made me.. :'[ Then we went to my house, he didn't want me to leave so I was like ugggh fine and i was tired so i laid my head on his lap.. Big mistake. Then, he took my hand and put it on his crotch. And then he kinda made me give him head. I kept wanting to stop, but he kept pushing my head down.. then I had enough and just left. It's not so much the fact of doing what i did, but HE MADE ME DO IT IN MY DRIVEWAY. And a few days later we talked about it and he said he was sorry and got carried away. And so things are okay.
On Friday, I went to his house and brought three movis, we watched The Green Mile. I met his uncle, too. Aaand yeah he kept trying to touch me, but because of that incident.. i was like no. and then we went home.
And yesterday, we went to the movies. His friend, Raphael (sp?) came too. He was really quiet. We went to the South County cinema, and i'd never been. NOBODY was there. There were no good movies playing. So we went to see Brother Bear, haha. And we were the only ones in the theatre, no one even took our tickets! So we could have gotten in free. Yeah, so that was fun. The seats were so uncomfortable, so i like slid down to the floor and rested my head against his knee. ;] Yeah, I guess that's it.
Nothing has been going on at school.. But Lauren might have to leave.. and I might get really depressed and do something bad. :[
I guess that's it.
Ta-ta
A lot been going on with Victor 'n I..
One night we went out to eat at a Chinese Restaurant.. Then we went to Narragansett beach.. in the dark.. in the rain.. in the cold. and made out for a while on the rocks. and then we went home, went inside for a while, then went outside where he uh.. kinda fingered me aand made out and all that.
And this Tuesday, he picked me up from school, we went out to eat at Spike's. Then we went to John's house, got the Finding Nemo DVD, went to Victor's house and "watched" it. We hardly watched it, Victor and I were just making out and he tried to get off my pants, but i wear complicated pants and after he';s like "Don't wear complicated pants again.." ahahaha. anywho. i met his mom. She doesn't speak much english, but she's a little, sweet mexican lady. And then we went to Tasha's house and her mom threatened Victor, haha. Because me and Tasha been hanging out and sleeping over each other's house, she sees me as her kid and stuff. And it was fun and I didn't wanna leave. Victor made me.. :'[ Then we went to my house, he didn't want me to leave so I was like ugggh fine and i was tired so i laid my head on his lap.. Big mistake. Then, he took my hand and put it on his crotch. And then he kinda made me give him head. I kept wanting to stop, but he kept pushing my head down.. then I had enough and just left. It's not so much the fact of doing what i did, but HE MADE ME DO IT IN MY DRIVEWAY. And a few days later we talked about it and he said he was sorry and got carried away. And so things are okay.
On Friday, I went to his house and brought three movis, we watched The Green Mile. I met his uncle, too. Aaand yeah he kept trying to touch me, but because of that incident.. i was like no. and then we went home.
And yesterday, we went to the movies. His friend, Raphael (sp?) came too. He was really quiet. We went to the South County cinema, and i'd never been. NOBODY was there. There were no good movies playing. So we went to see Brother Bear, haha. And we were the only ones in the theatre, no one even took our tickets! So we could have gotten in free. Yeah, so that was fun. The seats were so uncomfortable, so i like slid down to the floor and rested my head against his knee. ;] Yeah, I guess that's it.
Nothing has been going on at school.. But Lauren might have to leave.. and I might get really depressed and do something bad. :[
I guess that's it.
Ta-ta