Friends who don't have a clue
I've had a hundred thousand thoughts pacing around in my head lately that I meant to write about, but just didn't. To sum them up, I've been really depressed the last week or two just about things in general. I don't think I've been as lonely tonight as I have been in years and I don't know why. I guess its sort of escalated over the last month.
Its weird how other people reading your words doesnt even give them 1/1000000000 the idea of the actual feeling you have, despite how you word it. Words are just symbols, and the english language can't even come close to experiences. Its a shame.
I guess the good thing about this is that music really hits hard and is so much better to listen to in this state. Its like you feel each note and each line the way it was meant to be felt when the artist wrote the song.
Its weird how other people reading your words doesnt even give them 1/1000000000 the idea of the actual feeling you have, despite how you word it. Words are just symbols, and the english language can't even come close to experiences. Its a shame.
I guess the good thing about this is that music really hits hard and is so much better to listen to in this state. Its like you feel each note and each line the way it was meant to be felt when the artist wrote the song.