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I've been napping all day and I've had the most intense fucking weird, realistic dreams ever. For like 3 hours the boundaries between real life and dream life was completely blurred. One dream (as lame as this sounds, all my dreams are this weird and random), I had this party and kyle's friend came (not in real life, the guy was a figment of my imagination) and I had left my myspace up and he changed it completed, erased everything and replaced my pictures with horrible pictures and I remember being completely devasted in the dream, and I'd tell myself that it didnt really happen and that it was a dream, so I'd log on and check it and it was like that, and id wake up and think that like 20 times, only I was only dreaming I was waking up, I wasnt really. sometimes it honestly felt like I had woken up and Id know for sure that it was just a dream and id type my name and password in and then id go to sleep in my dream and wake up in my dream hoping it would go away but it wouldnt. finally I ended up going up to the guy (who had glasses and tattoos and looked really nerdy but shady at the same time) and telling him I wasnt too happy about it and how it wasnt cool. then I woke up and checked my myspace and it was normal and I laughed.
And then for about 5 minutes I had some reaaaally intense sleep paralysis. The first time I was aware I was sleep paralyzed and the 'fear' didnt bother me because i knew it was a hallucination, but the second time there was something that really really scared me. after I got over it though I 'floated' for like 20 seconds and it was the most amazing out of body experience ever. The third time, I rolled over on my back. I remember looking at my covers (which took up half of my vision) and the they turned into crazy swirling textures combined with what television static looks like and the scariest noise ive ever heard (well it was really there, i was imagining it) accompanied it. it was totally unconventional to normal noises, but i remember it being the scariest thing ive ever heard. And there was something in the background that I just couldnt focus on. it was like it was this scary lifeform of pure evil and i had this feeling of impending doom that is just indescribable. after that I floated again and woke up. awesome.
And then I had this lucid dream but I woke up a few seconds after I realized I was dreaming.
And then for about 5 minutes I had some reaaaally intense sleep paralysis. The first time I was aware I was sleep paralyzed and the 'fear' didnt bother me because i knew it was a hallucination, but the second time there was something that really really scared me. after I got over it though I 'floated' for like 20 seconds and it was the most amazing out of body experience ever. The third time, I rolled over on my back. I remember looking at my covers (which took up half of my vision) and the they turned into crazy swirling textures combined with what television static looks like and the scariest noise ive ever heard (well it was really there, i was imagining it) accompanied it. it was totally unconventional to normal noises, but i remember it being the scariest thing ive ever heard. And there was something in the background that I just couldnt focus on. it was like it was this scary lifeform of pure evil and i had this feeling of impending doom that is just indescribable. after that I floated again and woke up. awesome.
And then I had this lucid dream but I woke up a few seconds after I realized I was dreaming.