sex and candy
wow. well that hasnt happened in a while. and most certainly not for so long. im not complaining.
pretty good night i gotta say.
on the other hand, i'm still me. and life is life.
on the other hand, real friends are defining them selves, and part time ones are drifting away.
bottom line, i dont have time in my life for acquaintances anymore, or people that can only be there for me sometimes. and there are people who are showing me they can be there for me when i need them. so fuck everyone else, why would i bother giving any effort to those who dont care enough to try?
and i dont care if im being harsh, about anything. i can think of tons of reasons why i can cut so many people so many breaks where i critisize them but i've been doing it for far to long. i cant make excuses for others anymore, its time for some people to step up to the plate or sit on the bench.
and you. you dont read this, but if you did you'd probably only critisize. here's the deal: if i had the chance, i'd take it all back, but i dont, so all i can say is that im sorry and you dont need to feel as down as you do. you're a good guy deep down, but you've caused some of your own problems. By acting the way you pretend to be, a pompous asshole who isnt offended by anything, you've become to your friends exactly that. and i know that its not who you want to be, or who you are. if you cared at all about what i had to say i hope it might matter. but i know you would never hear me out, and rightfully so, you cant do much worse to someone than what i did to you. ther'es so many details you should know, that take guilt away from me, but in the end it still takes two to tango.
and you, why lie about something like that? i still wouldve come. thats just dumb.
but overall, im still ready to leave, and turn a new leaf. make a wish, take a chance, make a change and break away.
pretty good night i gotta say.
on the other hand, i'm still me. and life is life.
on the other hand, real friends are defining them selves, and part time ones are drifting away.
bottom line, i dont have time in my life for acquaintances anymore, or people that can only be there for me sometimes. and there are people who are showing me they can be there for me when i need them. so fuck everyone else, why would i bother giving any effort to those who dont care enough to try?
and i dont care if im being harsh, about anything. i can think of tons of reasons why i can cut so many people so many breaks where i critisize them but i've been doing it for far to long. i cant make excuses for others anymore, its time for some people to step up to the plate or sit on the bench.
and you. you dont read this, but if you did you'd probably only critisize. here's the deal: if i had the chance, i'd take it all back, but i dont, so all i can say is that im sorry and you dont need to feel as down as you do. you're a good guy deep down, but you've caused some of your own problems. By acting the way you pretend to be, a pompous asshole who isnt offended by anything, you've become to your friends exactly that. and i know that its not who you want to be, or who you are. if you cared at all about what i had to say i hope it might matter. but i know you would never hear me out, and rightfully so, you cant do much worse to someone than what i did to you. ther'es so many details you should know, that take guilt away from me, but in the end it still takes two to tango.
and you, why lie about something like that? i still wouldve come. thats just dumb.
but overall, im still ready to leave, and turn a new leaf. make a wish, take a chance, make a change and break away.