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I feel like I've lost my sense of humor.

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Just checking up on you guys, if that's okay. How have all of you been doing?

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[Filter: Dragomir]

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Likewise! I'm glad we agree on this.

I thought there was still hope when she asked me to watch out for him. I thought, well, looks like she cares, maybe this will be easier. Judging by recent events, I was obviously wrong. It's definitely not fair to him, especially when I'm sure he's still trying to see the best in her.

It hurts to think of him being just a good time for her. He doesn't deserve to be put on the spot like this. I can tell you that he was torn when he found out that she was the General for the White Order. If I know him as well as I think I do, though, he probably didn't let go of his feelings for her. If only she could see that her beliefs, her Order, and winning are not worth hurting someone she supposedly cares about like this.

God, neither of them deserve to die. Like you said, Noelle is just trying to do the right thing, and Acel-- he's a boy, a child. How can they want to kill someone that doesn't even understand what's going on? If we lost either of them, I feel like Sirideán wouldn't forgive us.

You're right, she created this mess. She can't get away with just pushing it all on Adelle.
... No, I don't think he would. That's why I don't even bring up Odette anymore.

[Filter: Dragomir]

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I hate to think that some of them probably see this situation as laughable. After this? We can no longer take her words at face value. Like you said, there's no going back after doing something this bad. As for her 'caring', I wouldn't be surprised if she saw her people as expendable. Just like she probably sees us as obstacles to crush.

I can't only hope the same. Odette would be the one to blame, for creating this mess and for taking it to an extreme where it really didn't have to go. I don't want Sirideán to have to experience that pain and anger, though.

I'm sorry, Dragomir. I didn't know her as well as you did, so I'm sure this is as painful to you as it is to Adelle.

So am I. She's sort of become a taboo topic.

[Filter: Dragomir]

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I never really liked him, actually. But them and their stupid walks. I hope it rains on all of them. I don't like hurting girls either, Dragomir, but I think I can make an exception for her. I'm not going to underestimate her like I did the last time.

I don't think Sirideán would be himself without Noelle. God, she should have just waited and gone with the rest of you. Can't blame her for going, though. Who would have thought that they would kidnap her? Although a part of me feels like we should have seen this coming.

Before any of this started, I got that impression from her. She seemed genuinely kind and happy. I can only imagine what your thoughts about her are like now.

You did? It may? I would ask more, but that would be prying on my part.

[Filter: Dragomir]

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I see. I am in full support of a full storm starting when they're out and about. As for last time ... well, you remember the charity? I sort of confronted her there. Wasn't very pleasant.

If this is just the tip of the iceberg, I don't want to imagine what else they're willing to do.

... I think I know which smile you're talking about. It is scary. I'll bear it, though. You're probably right in thinking that he needs this support. Off I go to pry.

[Filter: Dragomir]

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Nah, not too bad. I got away with just a few cuts and bruises. But she caught me off guard.

None of us can.

Thanks. Wish me luck.