number seven

[arachnidan]

[Private // Dutch]

this isn't how it was supposed to happen. what's going on// ?
it hurts and i want to leave
i want to see her face again before i go
but i won't say anything because their pictures.....their pictures

[Public // All in Dutch]
a perfect place

"de levensboom is vol met vrucht,
gezang drijft in de lucht.
geen honger meer en geen meer dorst,
en zonde is geschorst."

i think i went there for a little while but then i woke up just like i always do when i sleep too long