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My General is frightening. I've hardly gotten any sleep. I'm glad I at least have something to report to him, now. It's coming up with an excuse for why I've been so quiet that will be the hard part. He can see right through that stuff, I'm sure. This always happened to me as a child, I'd avoid homework because I was afraid of my teachers.
So she hasn't come home in a couple of days. She's been out and about and I knew this would happen. A friend always plays second fiddle! Sure, it's unfair, but it's also unfair that I can't even be happy for her.
I hate being gay. I do. It's this needless stupid drama. AND ALL OF YOUR FRIENDS LEAVE YOU FOR THEIR PERFECT HETEROSEXUAL RELATIONSHIPS. And girls are so fickle and dramatic. And I hate everything ever and hope it all explodes into a thousand tiny bits. I need to go kill someone.
I'll just. Turn straight. Women fake half the time for men anyways, so it shouldn't be hard. And when SHE comes home I will not be talking to her! No matter how much I want to, I have to stick to the silent treatment. She wants to ignore her friend?! FINE. I will not not not not NOT make a post asking if she's okay or where she is or what she's doing
okay I probably will
but still