Apr 22, 2008 17:52
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I can't do this. I can't. I can't even speak to them properly without getting scared and paranoid because if they find out about my family and that I'm not supposed to be on their side...adskljk I'm not letting anything happen to any of them! Mom. Dad. Brother...everyone else is our huge as hell family.
ario geh god-effin-dammit
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i'm gonna go raid dad's liquor cabinet and hope brother doesn't decide to come visit me in my room while I'm busy getting hammered or whatever. I'm locking the door. Just in case.
emilie wilhelmina