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I have a lot of issues in life right now like:
- I want to leave my job because it has been a year and I don't feel that I've grown.
- Where to next? Should I stick with production or go back to the corporate world?
- Being in production brings me all these positive vibes of happiness and fulfillment, however
- I need to be stable because I'm not getting any younger.
- WHAT TO DO?
I've been on Facebook all morning as I'm managing a page, and also decided to start inviting friends to like our Cinemalaya film's page. As I obviously have too much time in my hands, I thanked friends who liked one by one, and of course, included in my gapangan marketing is invite them to watch the film as well.
I thanked a former boss and he graciously replied. I scrolled the chat box up and noticed the last conversation we had in 2011. I told him that I'm grateful that he considered me for the job because it came at the time I needed it most. So yeah, I got a bit emotional because that's what I need right now, a person who'd trust me and give me a chance.
I, seriously, don't know what to do with my life. I want to be stable because it's about fucking time for I'm already 27. Will a corporate job worth giving up what I already have? I know that I only feel empty because I can't sustain myself, I can't get a fucking visa for crissakes.
The other day, I come to think that maybe I really won't be losing that much when I decide to take on a different path, again. Everything in my life right now is uncertain. Just when I thought I'm going to have projects this month, I'm wrong. Either I got replaced for a role, or we didn't win the bidding.
My heart might already know what it wants, it's just that the past two years have made a coward out of me.
- I want to leave my job because it has been a year and I don't feel that I've grown.
- Where to next? Should I stick with production or go back to the corporate world?
- Being in production brings me all these positive vibes of happiness and fulfillment, however
- I need to be stable because I'm not getting any younger.
- WHAT TO DO?
I've been on Facebook all morning as I'm managing a page, and also decided to start inviting friends to like our Cinemalaya film's page. As I obviously have too much time in my hands, I thanked friends who liked one by one, and of course, included in my gapangan marketing is invite them to watch the film as well.
I thanked a former boss and he graciously replied. I scrolled the chat box up and noticed the last conversation we had in 2011. I told him that I'm grateful that he considered me for the job because it came at the time I needed it most. So yeah, I got a bit emotional because that's what I need right now, a person who'd trust me and give me a chance.
I, seriously, don't know what to do with my life. I want to be stable because it's about fucking time for I'm already 27. Will a corporate job worth giving up what I already have? I know that I only feel empty because I can't sustain myself, I can't get a fucking visa for crissakes.
The other day, I come to think that maybe I really won't be losing that much when I decide to take on a different path, again. Everything in my life right now is uncertain. Just when I thought I'm going to have projects this month, I'm wrong. Either I got replaced for a role, or we didn't win the bidding.
My heart might already know what it wants, it's just that the past two years have made a coward out of me.