Just a kiss away, kiss away kiss away

Dec 15, 2006 02:30

Oh my god I'm never fucking sleeping again. Nope nope nope. Never. I have the Arcade Fire in my head. I want to fucking drive and drive and drive for ever. Por siempre. I am awake and I want to sleep I want to slip away. I can't go in that room I want to fall on the floor and pass out. I want a cigarette. I want to stop lying. I can't. I don't know what to tell you.

What I like right now (because hell, I'm an optimist)
A good fucking movie/film
Also a good book
Reading
Shitty Denny's/diner coffee
Fried eggs and toast and also Tapatio/Cholula
Boots / the way they click and carry me
Ana Castillo + Sandra Cisneros + Hemingway + Cormac McCarthy + The Bell Jar
Camels
Zippos
Tequila
...oh shit! this has turned into some poseur shit, eh?
Okay. Silk ties
Gray cats
Diego Rivera's flower women
public libraries
sly, kind waiters and waitresses
Cold water

And if I wake up before goddamn ten tomorrow I'll be impressed. I wish I had a really strong shower. I wish I could boil my blood and bones like we did that Sunday night. But then, go under the cold shower and stand there until my ribs and heart jumped out and I couldn't think anymore.
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