all for you.
ok so this complete entry is all for you. right now i feel like all i ever say or do anymore is all for you. i am completely falling right back to where we started a couple of months ago. i am not sure what that means to you or what that means for us... if there even is an us anymore. i dont know how i feel about you anymore.... all i know is i cant stop thinking about you. day and night. it sounds cliche but its the complete and honest truth. i'm falling and its hard to stop myself. every once in awhile i will snap ahold of my senses and stop myself from saying something that reminds me of you and then i still think about you. i feel as if i am slowly getting back to the place that i was before where i was powerless against your affection and hungry for your attention. i miss you more than ever and every little text message or im makes me the happiest person in the world. the only problem is.... i have no idea if you feel the same way.
i guess the only thing i want from you is communication and truth. tell me how you feel so i wont spend my time wondering. if you dont feel that way anymore then let me know and stop leading me on by saying stuff that makes me just melt. but if you do feel the same way then let me know. call me just to talk or text me just to say you miss me. myspace message me or leave me little ims on my away messages. make an effort to hang out with me and make me feel loved and wanted. it doesnt matter what you want from me... just let me know how you feel.
then once you do that we can figure out what happens next.
remember when i said i didnt know how i felt and that i would tell you when i saw you next to see if anything was there? well i thought about it long and hard and i decided that if we worked at it we could still have something. its sucks being chosen second best to someone but its not like i gave you much of a choice. everyone makes mistakes and nobody is perfect.
so this is all for you.
i guess the only thing i want from you is communication and truth. tell me how you feel so i wont spend my time wondering. if you dont feel that way anymore then let me know and stop leading me on by saying stuff that makes me just melt. but if you do feel the same way then let me know. call me just to talk or text me just to say you miss me. myspace message me or leave me little ims on my away messages. make an effort to hang out with me and make me feel loved and wanted. it doesnt matter what you want from me... just let me know how you feel.
then once you do that we can figure out what happens next.
remember when i said i didnt know how i felt and that i would tell you when i saw you next to see if anything was there? well i thought about it long and hard and i decided that if we worked at it we could still have something. its sucks being chosen second best to someone but its not like i gave you much of a choice. everyone makes mistakes and nobody is perfect.
so this is all for you.