What I Don't Say Out Loud
So school has finally started back...and to tell you the truth I can't be more excited. Personally, I don't think I have ever felt more driven to succeed in my life, other than that time I did this thing called an Eagle Project. I'm not even sure from which my passion derives, but in any case I'll take it at this point. I'm a fourth year college student...and when people ask me about college, that's about the most accurate description I have for myself.
I have class from 9:30-12:30 everyday, and then I have a 6 to 8 pm class on Wednesdays. My schedule officially kicks ass. I have Honors Theatre and Honors International Studies, Matrix Theory, German 101, and American Survey to 1865. Every class is awesome already, especially Theatre and International. I made a total ass of myself in both classes already, and I have gotten very warm welcomes from everyone. =) I have more than enough time to get everything done that I want to get done this semester. I'm working, I'm active in the Honors Program, I'm President of the Academic Team, and I have a little time to hang with friends. The only buzz kill is that I don't have time to be as spontaneous as I usually have been in the past, which I think is kind of bumming people out. The past week people have called me to hang out on short notice, and I'm not sure much of that is gonna go down this semester. I mean, sure, I'll have weeks where not much is going on except homework and studying and I'll have some free time to kill, but generally I'm going to be busy in some form or fashion most of the time. And I like it...
I must say I didn't get to enjoy the last two weeks of the summer as I hoped I would. I had to shovel outta Poplar St. before Rachel and Rob returned and found me stowed (stown?) away in their home unbeknownst. Once I moved to Sunny Lane, I had absolutely NO time to unpack and actually get settled because I worked two jobs the last week of summer. During that week I lost complete touch with all of my friends as I worked close to 60 hours in seven days. The money will be very nice, no doubt (I'm sitting on six bucks right now), but still, sometimes I think I would be happier if I didn't need money. And I don't mean win the lotter or be well off, I mean just not need...
I'm finally off of campus. The last week of summer I moved international students into their respective dorms, so I finally got to observe the move in process and not actually be a part of it. I must say there was a small part of me that was going to miss the dorms. You see so many people, and I always felt like I was part of a year around hotel that had the same cool (or not so cool) guests in it. But I love being in my own place. Key word there is OWN. I'm sharing a room with my brother and living with Rob. I really hope they try to keep the place clean while I'm gone to school and work. I don't have very much time to make a mess, nor do I have much time to clean up after others.
I sadly have to go a couple of weeks without books. I don't get paid until next Thursday at midnight (which is FRIDAY, HA), and thus I will have to wing it for the first week. Maybe I can get some friends to help out, but if not, like I said, I'll just BS the first week.
Here in a couple weeks, once I develop a routine and realize my semester plans, it is going to hit me really hard that I am single. While I am FAR from lonely or desparate, and I am completely content with myself, there is a large part of me that is very ready for companionship/dating/relationship responsibilities. The good thing is I don't keep it on my mind too terribly much, and personally I just want to let things happen and we'll see how it goes. I'm going to be doing so much this semester and my classes are full of hotties, something is bound to happen. Maybe I'll get lucky. I don't think single girls out there really understand just how awesome of a guy I am. And I'm not being arrogant, either...I'm an extremely caring guy who can make a girl feel like she is the most beautiful person in the world. I have a lot to offer the opposite sex in nearly every facet of a relationship. But enough of that...love will come to me...I hope...
Tomorrow is the HP Overnighter. SHIT I need to facebook my students! Crap! I let them know in my original email that the time was at 7:00 PM, but still, I need to remind them again just in case. I am SO excited about the overnighter. I am totally staying for this one. If all of the freshmen leave, we're totally gonna turn it into an upperclassmen party. It's gonna rockzzorz the housezzorz.
Random thoughts:
*I really need money. Soon.
*I miss Eli, Nick, and Charlie.
*I can't make it to Murray Place tomorrow night. Shit.
*Allikat and Lauren and Paulina have called me to drink three times the past two weeks. Two times I was working, tonight I have no money. Damnit I miss those girls.
*I'm taking a foreign language this semester. Somebody see if hell froze over.
*I'm thinking freshmen girls are too young for me. Pretty, yes. Mature? Mmmmm......maaaaaaaaybe......
*I need to go to bed earlier.
*I want level 60 on my shaman soon so that I can start playing the end game.
*I'm gonna start playing EQ again now that my account is back. THANK GOD.
*I really have to do homework this semester. Like, really, really.
*Go pick up your parking pass, Ed.
*I haven't gotten to really listen to my music lately. Damnitalltohell.
*High speed internet kicks ass.
*I haven't been to the movies lately.
*Man I need money.
*I really hope they hire me to do math tutoring. It is going to pay so much better than Ryan's.
*I need to call Ryan's and actually schedule my orientation. Although I'm not sure I even wanna work there now if I can get a job on campus.
*I love my place. It is fantastically awesomest.
That's enough for now. My mind continues to race with thoughts of the future.
Ed
I have class from 9:30-12:30 everyday, and then I have a 6 to 8 pm class on Wednesdays. My schedule officially kicks ass. I have Honors Theatre and Honors International Studies, Matrix Theory, German 101, and American Survey to 1865. Every class is awesome already, especially Theatre and International. I made a total ass of myself in both classes already, and I have gotten very warm welcomes from everyone. =) I have more than enough time to get everything done that I want to get done this semester. I'm working, I'm active in the Honors Program, I'm President of the Academic Team, and I have a little time to hang with friends. The only buzz kill is that I don't have time to be as spontaneous as I usually have been in the past, which I think is kind of bumming people out. The past week people have called me to hang out on short notice, and I'm not sure much of that is gonna go down this semester. I mean, sure, I'll have weeks where not much is going on except homework and studying and I'll have some free time to kill, but generally I'm going to be busy in some form or fashion most of the time. And I like it...
I must say I didn't get to enjoy the last two weeks of the summer as I hoped I would. I had to shovel outta Poplar St. before Rachel and Rob returned and found me stowed (stown?) away in their home unbeknownst. Once I moved to Sunny Lane, I had absolutely NO time to unpack and actually get settled because I worked two jobs the last week of summer. During that week I lost complete touch with all of my friends as I worked close to 60 hours in seven days. The money will be very nice, no doubt (I'm sitting on six bucks right now), but still, sometimes I think I would be happier if I didn't need money. And I don't mean win the lotter or be well off, I mean just not need...
I'm finally off of campus. The last week of summer I moved international students into their respective dorms, so I finally got to observe the move in process and not actually be a part of it. I must say there was a small part of me that was going to miss the dorms. You see so many people, and I always felt like I was part of a year around hotel that had the same cool (or not so cool) guests in it. But I love being in my own place. Key word there is OWN. I'm sharing a room with my brother and living with Rob. I really hope they try to keep the place clean while I'm gone to school and work. I don't have very much time to make a mess, nor do I have much time to clean up after others.
I sadly have to go a couple of weeks without books. I don't get paid until next Thursday at midnight (which is FRIDAY, HA), and thus I will have to wing it for the first week. Maybe I can get some friends to help out, but if not, like I said, I'll just BS the first week.
Here in a couple weeks, once I develop a routine and realize my semester plans, it is going to hit me really hard that I am single. While I am FAR from lonely or desparate, and I am completely content with myself, there is a large part of me that is very ready for companionship/dating/relationship responsibilities. The good thing is I don't keep it on my mind too terribly much, and personally I just want to let things happen and we'll see how it goes. I'm going to be doing so much this semester and my classes are full of hotties, something is bound to happen. Maybe I'll get lucky. I don't think single girls out there really understand just how awesome of a guy I am. And I'm not being arrogant, either...I'm an extremely caring guy who can make a girl feel like she is the most beautiful person in the world. I have a lot to offer the opposite sex in nearly every facet of a relationship. But enough of that...love will come to me...I hope...
Tomorrow is the HP Overnighter. SHIT I need to facebook my students! Crap! I let them know in my original email that the time was at 7:00 PM, but still, I need to remind them again just in case. I am SO excited about the overnighter. I am totally staying for this one. If all of the freshmen leave, we're totally gonna turn it into an upperclassmen party. It's gonna rockzzorz the housezzorz.
Random thoughts:
*I really need money. Soon.
*I miss Eli, Nick, and Charlie.
*I can't make it to Murray Place tomorrow night. Shit.
*Allikat and Lauren and Paulina have called me to drink three times the past two weeks. Two times I was working, tonight I have no money. Damnit I miss those girls.
*I'm taking a foreign language this semester. Somebody see if hell froze over.
*I'm thinking freshmen girls are too young for me. Pretty, yes. Mature? Mmmmm......maaaaaaaaybe......
*I need to go to bed earlier.
*I want level 60 on my shaman soon so that I can start playing the end game.
*I'm gonna start playing EQ again now that my account is back. THANK GOD.
*I really have to do homework this semester. Like, really, really.
*Go pick up your parking pass, Ed.
*I haven't gotten to really listen to my music lately. Damnitalltohell.
*High speed internet kicks ass.
*I haven't been to the movies lately.
*Man I need money.
*I really hope they hire me to do math tutoring. It is going to pay so much better than Ryan's.
*I need to call Ryan's and actually schedule my orientation. Although I'm not sure I even wanna work there now if I can get a job on campus.
*I love my place. It is fantastically awesomest.
That's enough for now. My mind continues to race with thoughts of the future.
Ed