thoughts sprinkled with pain
I hurt right now.
You would think that cleaning RSEC after a Christian concert would be easy. Yeah...well...NO... We were there until 1:00 AM. Wherever there was floor, there was trash to cover it. It was RIDICULOUS. I wanted to get on the PA system and yell out, "Cleanliness is next to Godliness, you fuckers!" But I didn't. I should have. I would have felt better about my life and my hurting legs picking up their fucking trash. Christians (let me narrow this stereotype down...SOUTHERN BAPTIST ASSHOLES) are also NOTICEABLY bad tippers. I feel so bad for people that wait tables on Sunday, most especially those of the Cracker Barrel variety... Irony. It's fun, but it sure can be a bitch sometimes.
Just some casual thoughts crossing my mind:
***Girls really do like the bad guys.
***It bothers me when Christians (and people in general) are hypocritical.
***I love manual labor. It is mind numbing and I can do whatever I want in my brain mass. Plus I have the chance to get buff/tan. Thumbs up to that.
***House hunting and job hunting are not easy. I need to get on this.
***I don't know what I'm doing for Easter. As much as I blaspheme God and Jesus (mostly out of humor), I do wish I was doing something for Easter. I do believe in God and in Jesus, so it only makes sense for me to do something for Easter. But what, I ask? Church? Home to Nana's for dinner? I may just pray for other people on Sunday. I should be doing that more often anyways.
***I have a ton of homework to do this weekend. God I hope I do it (first prayer).
***I can't wait to DJ tomorrow at Nate's. I'm gonna show off my skillz! And I sure hope the people I have invited show up. Allikat, Stacey, Charlie, and many other HP friends have been invited. Whether they show is kind of up to them. *sigh*
***I hope Sandy is doing well.
***I'm glad I trimmed my belly hair. It kind of was like a bush. Bleh.
***Man, I LOVE sports. And I didn't even need a dad to show me them. Interesting.
***I can't wait to be a father. I mean, conceptually, I can because you know, it's PREGNANCY. But the joy of having my own children who can be as awesome as me, and the fact that I will be a much better father than mine...this is what really excites me. I've even already picked out names (that's right!).
***Rory (girl), Orry (boy), Alice (girl, I know, old school, but it's a family name), Alexander (boy)...I've also toyed with Gabriel Edward Marlowe for a boy's name. I dunno...I'm pretty set on these names though.
***My feet really hurt right now.
***I really love history. Why haven't I changed my major?
***I really love to sing. All Campus Sing is really doing it for me right now. I don't know why I like it...I just...do.
***You know that song "Bridge Over Troubled Water"? Yeah, well, I could be that bridge. Now someone needs to walk across it.
***I'm very tired right now and my thoughts are rambling. But so is my life. At least I'm consistent. :P
***I really do love me.
***Do you love you?
<3
Ed
You would think that cleaning RSEC after a Christian concert would be easy. Yeah...well...NO... We were there until 1:00 AM. Wherever there was floor, there was trash to cover it. It was RIDICULOUS. I wanted to get on the PA system and yell out, "Cleanliness is next to Godliness, you fuckers!" But I didn't. I should have. I would have felt better about my life and my hurting legs picking up their fucking trash. Christians (let me narrow this stereotype down...SOUTHERN BAPTIST ASSHOLES) are also NOTICEABLY bad tippers. I feel so bad for people that wait tables on Sunday, most especially those of the Cracker Barrel variety... Irony. It's fun, but it sure can be a bitch sometimes.
Just some casual thoughts crossing my mind:
***Girls really do like the bad guys.
***It bothers me when Christians (and people in general) are hypocritical.
***I love manual labor. It is mind numbing and I can do whatever I want in my brain mass. Plus I have the chance to get buff/tan. Thumbs up to that.
***House hunting and job hunting are not easy. I need to get on this.
***I don't know what I'm doing for Easter. As much as I blaspheme God and Jesus (mostly out of humor), I do wish I was doing something for Easter. I do believe in God and in Jesus, so it only makes sense for me to do something for Easter. But what, I ask? Church? Home to Nana's for dinner? I may just pray for other people on Sunday. I should be doing that more often anyways.
***I have a ton of homework to do this weekend. God I hope I do it (first prayer).
***I can't wait to DJ tomorrow at Nate's. I'm gonna show off my skillz! And I sure hope the people I have invited show up. Allikat, Stacey, Charlie, and many other HP friends have been invited. Whether they show is kind of up to them. *sigh*
***I hope Sandy is doing well.
***I'm glad I trimmed my belly hair. It kind of was like a bush. Bleh.
***Man, I LOVE sports. And I didn't even need a dad to show me them. Interesting.
***I can't wait to be a father. I mean, conceptually, I can because you know, it's PREGNANCY. But the joy of having my own children who can be as awesome as me, and the fact that I will be a much better father than mine...this is what really excites me. I've even already picked out names (that's right!).
***Rory (girl), Orry (boy), Alice (girl, I know, old school, but it's a family name), Alexander (boy)...I've also toyed with Gabriel Edward Marlowe for a boy's name. I dunno...I'm pretty set on these names though.
***My feet really hurt right now.
***I really love history. Why haven't I changed my major?
***I really love to sing. All Campus Sing is really doing it for me right now. I don't know why I like it...I just...do.
***You know that song "Bridge Over Troubled Water"? Yeah, well, I could be that bridge. Now someone needs to walk across it.
***I'm very tired right now and my thoughts are rambling. But so is my life. At least I'm consistent. :P
***I really do love me.
***Do you love you?
<3
Ed