Mar 28, 2006 20:20
Sometimes during the day I have such a hard time with the absence of Sandy in my life. I wish I knew what she was thinking. I wish she would have told me things earlier. I wish...
What I really want are definite answers. Yes, No, Absolutely, Absolutely Not... Not "Maybe", or "Possibly", or "Perhaps".
I don't know if I'll ever get them.
I don't know if I'll ever get her back.
I don't know if she even wants to get back together.
I don't know if she thinks about us.
I don't know if she wants someone else.
I miss her, God. I miss her so much. I'm trying so hard to continue with my life, and sometimes I find it very, very difficult. I miss her so much. I wish she weren't gone. I wish she were still here in my arms. I wish she still loved me like "that". And if she still does love me like "that", I wish she would tell me. I wish she would "change her mind soon". I wish...