I am truly sorry for hurting you. Let it be known that I would have never intentionally hurt you in our relationship if I were angry. I would have never blasted you like this. I am angry because this fell apart and their is nothing I can do about it. I'm angry because I still want to do stuff with you, but I can't. I'm angry because you feel as though we aren't meant to be together. I'm angry because even if you did have the "slightest" thought that we could try and things would work out, you won't because you have made your decision. I'm angry because I can send you flowers and they won't change how you feel about me. I'm angry because we aren't together. If we were together, I wouldn't be angry. I'm doing this because right now you are hurting me, and I feel justified in hurting you back. You never hurt me during our relationship, and you never would have intentionally. And if these comments were making you sure that you don't want me anymore, then I guess there might have been some chance that you might've considered reconciliation. I guess now that is out of the question.
I just feel like we have so much unfinished business. It isn't right.
If you have even the slightest bit of hope for us, you should act on it. It would be amazing. You know it would. We really were connecting, and our relationship was almost through the rough spot. You know it to be true. I love you. We wouldn't have to "make" anything work because we were already figuring things out together just a few days ago. You have always been worth it to me. Always. You know full in your heart that if I had known of your feelings earlier I would've helped you. The fact that we reached the point where we could discuss what was wrong in our relationship was a clear sign of our development as a couple. We also pointed out our needs and had come to a full realization of what needed to take place in order for us to be happy together. These doubts in a relationship are not uncommon, but you shouldn't run away from them. Instead, we should work to make each other feel secure. All those times I told you I wanted you to be the only woman in my life, I truly meant. This is the unfinished business I speak of. We shouldn't let this go to waste. I know you still love me. I know you still have feelings for me. I know you doubt. I have doubted. But I love you. Nothing can take that away from me. Not the world, not the heavens or the stars, nothing can remove what I feel for you. We always said we were in this for the long run. I couldn't be speaking truer words other than I love you with all of my heart. We shouldn't just let this go.
Please, don't say anything. Just think about it. I promise I'm not torturing myself with delusions. I mean what I say. I love you.
I am truly sorry for hurting you. Let it be known that I would have never intentionally hurt you in our relationship if I were angry. I would have never blasted you like this. I am angry because this fell apart and their is nothing I can do about it. I'm angry because I still want to do stuff with you, but I can't. I'm angry because you feel as though we aren't meant to be together. I'm angry because even if you did have the "slightest" thought that we could try and things would work out, you won't because you have made your decision. I'm angry because I can send you flowers and they won't change how you feel about me. I'm angry because we aren't together. If we were together, I wouldn't be angry. I'm doing this because right now you are hurting me, and I feel justified in hurting you back. You never hurt me during our relationship, and you never would have intentionally. And if these comments were making you sure that you don't want me anymore, then I guess there might have been some chance that you might've considered reconciliation. I guess now that is out of the question.
I just feel like we have so much unfinished business. It isn't right.
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Please, don't say anything. Just think about it. I promise I'm not torturing myself with delusions. I mean what I say. I love you.
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