Alllllright.
Unsure about a few things now. Basically I found out a couple of things at ani-magic that made me a bit sad to hear. Elaine apparently had talked a bunch of shit on me to Alex and MPsy and god knows who else while I was feeling shitty and on the couch for weeks after my head injury. ALSO it was also told to me that Jarod had said I told everyone I hit my head for attention. Why the FUCK would I make something like that up. My life is shitty and I don't even want people to know about it. I never even really told anyone about me being in the hospital, Elaine did. I would have rather have kept it to myself cause me being weak is not something I want other people to see in case of... stuff. Jarod told me it was Tiffany, but Jarod tells me alot of things. Something was said like it wasn't known what hospital I was at so I was lying.
LOMA LINDA UNIVERSITY MEDICAL CENTER MOTHERFUCKER. That's where I go for EVERYTHING since I was BORN. That's where I'll be going to SCHOOL.
And if you didn't know what happened to me, here's a short quick and to the point explanation: I was sitting on trunk of friend's car. Friend backed up then took off with me on the car still, all the while knowing I was there and thinking it was funny. I fly off like rag doll. I hit my head, elbow, and get scraped up all over. I wake up in my friend's house three hours later having been passed out, puked all over, and had seizures. She takes me to the hospital a total of four hours later, never calling an ambulance or the police. At this hospital I am told nothing is wrong with me. I get taken home. I fall asleep and wake up the next day screaming in pain. My head hurt so much my mom took me to LOMA LINDA UNIVERSIRTY MEDICAL CENTER. I was told I had blood in my brain and my brain was swollen a great deal inside my skull and if I hadn't come to the hospital that day I could have died. When my friend was called and questioned about what happened, she told the doctor I was drunk with her younger brother and I fell off on my own, on a stationary car. I have contacted a lawyer. I was out of comission and restricted to bed because of pain and weakness for a month.
That is what happened. It's sad that people had to act like that while I was down. And people wonder why I get angry at other people...
Beyond just being generally ignored by the whole little IE group at ani-magic, I guess I have alot of explaining, apologizing, and making up to do. The only person who really understands my angle right now is Stan, who seems to be a neutral person. Here it is:
I am openly apologizing to anyone and everyone who is angry with me for whatever I have done, may have done, or have done on more than one occasion. By apologizing I am willing to explain myself, give up being an ass, make it up to you, and just plain be nice. This goes for EVERYONE. I am tired of it. Tell your friends! I am totally serious about this. If you would like to talk about this, my number is (951)333-4772. Tell anyone who wants to talk about this. I have let go of my pride and am being humble.
LOMA LINDA UNIVERSITY MEDICAL CENTER MOTHERFUCKER. That's where I go for EVERYTHING since I was BORN. That's where I'll be going to SCHOOL.
And if you didn't know what happened to me, here's a short quick and to the point explanation: I was sitting on trunk of friend's car. Friend backed up then took off with me on the car still, all the while knowing I was there and thinking it was funny. I fly off like rag doll. I hit my head, elbow, and get scraped up all over. I wake up in my friend's house three hours later having been passed out, puked all over, and had seizures. She takes me to the hospital a total of four hours later, never calling an ambulance or the police. At this hospital I am told nothing is wrong with me. I get taken home. I fall asleep and wake up the next day screaming in pain. My head hurt so much my mom took me to LOMA LINDA UNIVERSIRTY MEDICAL CENTER. I was told I had blood in my brain and my brain was swollen a great deal inside my skull and if I hadn't come to the hospital that day I could have died. When my friend was called and questioned about what happened, she told the doctor I was drunk with her younger brother and I fell off on my own, on a stationary car. I have contacted a lawyer. I was out of comission and restricted to bed because of pain and weakness for a month.
That is what happened. It's sad that people had to act like that while I was down. And people wonder why I get angry at other people...
Beyond just being generally ignored by the whole little IE group at ani-magic, I guess I have alot of explaining, apologizing, and making up to do. The only person who really understands my angle right now is Stan, who seems to be a neutral person. Here it is:
I am openly apologizing to anyone and everyone who is angry with me for whatever I have done, may have done, or have done on more than one occasion. By apologizing I am willing to explain myself, give up being an ass, make it up to you, and just plain be nice. This goes for EVERYONE. I am tired of it. Tell your friends! I am totally serious about this. If you would like to talk about this, my number is (951)333-4772. Tell anyone who wants to talk about this. I have let go of my pride and am being humble.