Nov 11, 2006 23:53
I'm such an idiot!
I'm all alone. broken heart, no friends. by myself in this house and i dont know what to do. this is why i didnt want to love. we werent together and id tell myself that all the time, but i still felt like we were.. but now its done, and im not doing this back and forth thing anymore. i cant handle it. i'm the saddest ive ever been. and he doesn't care. no one does. ill just sit here and cry, which is how i spend most of my time anyway.