Mar 16, 2004 05:29
I see the blood fall again.
Organs supple with the juice of a thousand ancients.
I feel the energy corrode us.
So sad for negative energy to be superior to none at all.
Everything here is so new, yet familiar in it's recurring dream type formatting. It's so tediously difficult to come to new realizations daily and continue to repeat mistakes that have gummed up all of the machines in this cycle. I just want to sleep and never wake up, though I'd be satisfied with consuming my days with painting and the consumation of copius ammounts of different organic materials.
Pure frustration ensues us, old emotions resurface.
It's as if I know better and still step off the cliff.
we all do.
As is known and shall be revealed, the impact returns such kinetic force to shatter all realities of individuals involved.
No one will return unchanged.....
The end is in sight beyond the horizon.