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i really miss the time from after i got out of highschool to before i joined the army, that shit was so good, we owned the world
in other news...
i feel like im going to have a problem with my own liquidity after i get out of the army, i dont want to tie down to anything and thats so hard to do without just being a bum and i mean ive been there and its a totally viable option but at the same time you really burn out on it and i think some stability is needed to some degree... i dont know where the right balance is.... i realy belive that sacrificing freedom for security is always the wrong thing to do and when it comes down to it thats what tieing yourself down is and i mean rather thats from a job or bills (wich require you to have a job) or whatever else im so uncomftorble with the idea
people get trapped like that... before you know it you have credit card debt car insurance a car payment and a 30 year mortgage that all forces you to work 40 hours a week for the rest of your life essentially for someone else on someone elses terms just so you can get by with some sense of security, that sounds terrible
i suppose alot of people call that growing up but i dont get how you can call it growing at all... the american dream seems like such a nightmare to me i cant understand what people see in it, i need my freedom way too much
whatever. i'll work it out
in other news...
i feel like im going to have a problem with my own liquidity after i get out of the army, i dont want to tie down to anything and thats so hard to do without just being a bum and i mean ive been there and its a totally viable option but at the same time you really burn out on it and i think some stability is needed to some degree... i dont know where the right balance is.... i realy belive that sacrificing freedom for security is always the wrong thing to do and when it comes down to it thats what tieing yourself down is and i mean rather thats from a job or bills (wich require you to have a job) or whatever else im so uncomftorble with the idea
people get trapped like that... before you know it you have credit card debt car insurance a car payment and a 30 year mortgage that all forces you to work 40 hours a week for the rest of your life essentially for someone else on someone elses terms just so you can get by with some sense of security, that sounds terrible
i suppose alot of people call that growing up but i dont get how you can call it growing at all... the american dream seems like such a nightmare to me i cant understand what people see in it, i need my freedom way too much
whatever. i'll work it out